a toss to new beginning
my blog is like the coolest ever thanks to denise ... she should so consider a job in web designing... i have no patience in doing this kind of tedious work . resizing ,adding, subtracting the thought of it makes me " SIGH " and i juz had to change the system i was using the diaryland system was starting to get on my nerves .... always hitting an error page arrrr thank to a very good friend i have a new well done blog and i am so proud of it
yesterday was a day of a day of shattered dreams and a day when i lost control of myself and i cant take it any more it at time juzt hurts to much to talk abt it. i am in need of a person who understands me .. pardon me i am not searching for love i am searching for a friend that CARES ... I THINK I FOUND IT the feeling is euphoria unexplainable ... i think i juzt found the person i need and never did i ever think that i would friend in REAVE . yesterday was a day when i was in the depths of my soul and i was thinking abt myself ....the kind of life i am living now and the way of live that i actally wanna live ... i use to think that the stuff and people around me were the cause of my misery but yesterday i found out that i was the source of my problems . and it had nothing to do with the ppl around and in actual fact they were tryin to help me... i have learnt my lessons always the hard way and i always regret wad i do after i do a deed ... wad is wrong with me
things i should not have done yesterday . number one breakdown in the middle of the road and cry my guts out and while drowing myself in self-pity . the second thing was to drink . time and time again i have have promised to myself that i would not drink and that getting myself drunk will never help . nobody have found solace in the bottom of the bottle ... it may vanish for a while just to appear more bold the next time and drinking tends to highten your emotions and makes you feel a whole lot worse ... but that is all over now
i have promised myself that i will never drink to help myself feel better .... and i found out that when i am in need there are ppl who are willing to help me and love and care for me i am so touched by their behavior ... and a special thanks goes to my friend chee woon who kept me accompany and allowed me to put up in his place for the night .Thankyou once again and love you all that loves me
.:-{ D@n!eL }-:. out
yesterday was a day of a day of shattered dreams and a day when i lost control of myself and i cant take it any more it at time juzt hurts to much to talk abt it. i am in need of a person who understands me .. pardon me i am not searching for love i am searching for a friend that CARES ... I THINK I FOUND IT the feeling is euphoria unexplainable ... i think i juzt found the person i need and never did i ever think that i would friend in REAVE . yesterday was a day when i was in the depths of my soul and i was thinking abt myself ....the kind of life i am living now and the way of live that i actally wanna live ... i use to think that the stuff and people around me were the cause of my misery but yesterday i found out that i was the source of my problems . and it had nothing to do with the ppl around and in actual fact they were tryin to help me... i have learnt my lessons always the hard way and i always regret wad i do after i do a deed ... wad is wrong with me
things i should not have done yesterday . number one breakdown in the middle of the road and cry my guts out and while drowing myself in self-pity . the second thing was to drink . time and time again i have have promised to myself that i would not drink and that getting myself drunk will never help . nobody have found solace in the bottom of the bottle ... it may vanish for a while just to appear more bold the next time and drinking tends to highten your emotions and makes you feel a whole lot worse ... but that is all over now
i have promised myself that i will never drink to help myself feel better .... and i found out that when i am in need there are ppl who are willing to help me and love and care for me i am so touched by their behavior ... and a special thanks goes to my friend chee woon who kept me accompany and allowed me to put up in his place for the night .Thankyou once again and love you all that loves me
.:-{ D@n!eL }-:. out
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