Personal Balanced score card CCA 301112

The following assignment is the a part of my change management assignment 

My name is Daniel and i am student of NHL doing the BBA program specializing in maritime transport management

the title of this assignment is Personal Balanced score card.

Personal Balanced Score Card

Personal Mission

Who am I?

What is my philosophy of life?

I subscribe to this philosophy where I believe life is too short to live someone else’s life and to rather do things and regret now then not do it and regret it later on in life

Why am I on this earth?

I am on this earth to enjoy the precious gift of life that was given to me by a much greater power. I am on earth to eat , merry make, learn , contribute and most importantly live life.

What are my deepest aspirations?

My deepest aspiration at the moment is to find happiness. At the moment, I also want to be the best in everything that I do, be it in academics, the social scene and to be able to carry myself well in any situation.

Why do I do what I do?

I do what I do because I can do what I want to do – I believe I can be what ever I want to be and If I work hard at it, I know where I will be and I also know nothing comes easy and everything takes practice.

What are my unique talents?

My unique talent would be the fact that I can talk to anyone from any walk of life and have a conversation with that person. I am never afraid to ask questions to clarify my doubts and my interpersonal skills if something that I admire .

What are my core beliefs?

I belief that I am capable of doing anything that anyone can do and if I work hard at it I will be able to achieve it

Where am I going?

Which values and principles guide my way?

The values that guide my way are –

Integrity where I want to life in truthfulness, courage, sincerity and honesty as our connection to our inner reality is strengthened when we align our thoughts, word and actions with the above mention qualities

Another value and principal is perseverance that encompasses striving, effort, confidence and endurance. Wholeness is not realized in a moment throughout my lifetime there must be a constant effort in me striving towards self-perfection. Doing this with confidence and enduring all situations to reach my goal.

What do I want to achieve?

I want to achieve the goals that I sent out for myself.

What are my long-term intentions?

To reflect on my life when I am older , looking back at all that I have done pronouncing them good and not regretting the deeds I did in life

What are my ideals?

The ideal are to face life with courage and lead a life cheerful and in kindness beauty and truth.

What do I stand for?

I stand for all that is morally right in my mind and to speak up on behalf who do not have a voice of their own.

What do I believe in?

I believe that I am capable of all things that I put my mind to.

How do I want to distinguish myself in society?

My individuality distinguishes myself in society, By being proud of myself and by not conforming to the norms of society allows me to distinguish myself.

How do I see myself ?

I see myself as an individual going through life one step at a time.

What type of relationship would I like to have with others?

How would I like to fulfil my different roles in my life in order to realize my personal mission and vision.

I have to first make a clear indication and separation between my public and private life.  I need to have my mission and vision clearly defined to help me realize my goals. Using the PDAC cycle would also help me plan my goal.

Which factors make me unique ?

As a student doing my BBA I have several competencies to prove. By proving theses competencies I can proof my uniqueness as a student and my individuality in how I tackle the competencies.

Competency 1	Forming a vision of changes and trends in the external environment and the development of business relations, networks and chains (strategy).
Competency 2	Analysing policy issues, translating these into policy goals and policy alternatives and preparing decision-making.
Competency 3	Applying human resource management from the perspective of the strategy of the organisation.
Competency 4	Designing, controlling and improving business or organisational processes.
Competency 5A	Analysing functional aspects, internal processes and the business and organisational environment in order to strengthen cohesion and interaction
Competency 5B	Signalling effects of (new) legislation, regulations and jurisprudence for clients and organisations. Proposing improvements in work processes and/or the policy of the organisation as a result of altered judicial circumstances.
Competency 6	Developing, implementing and evaluating a change process.
Competency 7	Social and communicative competency

What results I want to achieve ?

Competency 8	Self-directed competency
Level 3	Enhance personal effectiveness and further professionalisation of the profession. Be aware of cultural aspects, respect for others, act in accordance with professional codes of conduct and ethical principles related to professional conduct.

How can I measure my results ?

I can measure my results by ensuring the below mentioned indicators are fulfilled.

Indicators

The student: ·      acts in accordance with professional codes of conduct ·      is self-confident, thinks and acts autonomously ·      assumes leadership and responsibility ·      utilises contributions and feedback from others ·      develops a business network and attends relevant meetings and congresses now and again

How do I want to achieve the results?

 To achieve my goal of reaching level 3 of competency 8 I have to come up with a plan that would allow me to systematically hit all the indicators. With that I have do up a plan that would allow me to reach my goal. When this plan is up I have to act accordingly to achieve my plans and goals. I would also have to challenge myself by setting a time limit/ bar on how fast I can complete it. I can also start a checklist and reminder list to check on my progress. 

fleeting moments

another year has passed and i am one year older.

as usual i almost had a week long birthday celebrations with the ones i love - thanks for all your greetings, words of encouragements and for the great joy you have brought to my life. thank you for being there when i needed you the most and holding my hand through the trails and tribulations that life has thrown at me... you have made living on this earth easier

a special recognition to anastacia , zipui and mel for making my birthday so memorable

i am truly blessed - for i am alway showered with amazing gifts

this year i was blessed with a swatch and armani exchange watches , lauder and ysl perfumes - party like a rockstar zirca package and an amazing dinner at pasta brave

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU

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I would like to share with ya a poem i read in this book i am reading now the tibetian way of living and dying with you - i hope it inspires a change in you .

' autobiography in five chapters '

1) i walk down the street.
there is a deep hole in the sidewalk
i fall in.
i am lost . . . i am hopeless
it isnt my fault
it takes forever to find a way out

2) i walk down the same street
there is a deep hole in the sidewalk
i pretend i dont see it
i fall in again
i cant believe im in the same place
but it isnt my fault
it still takes a long time to get out

3) i walk down the same street.
there is a deep hole in the sidewalk
i see it there
i still fall in ... its a habit
my eyes are open
i know where i am
it is my fault
i get out immediately

4) i walk down the same street
there is a deep hole in the sidewalk
i walk around it

5) I walk down another street ...

something to thing about
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i actually expected a certain someone to wish me - most likely this will reach that person through a certain someone..

I JUST MIGHT BE IN LOVE -AINT TELLING WHO JUST YET....

dejected

i feel terrible just 2 or 3 days ago i happily told everyone that i will be staying off booze till the 24Th and i actually kept to my word for TWO SOLID WEEKS.... and then disaster struck

the sweet sweet aroma of booze finally got to me... which is the final blow to my god forsaken fast . and i folded and i folded bad ...

had 2 pints and thats it the fast is officially over

i have failed and i have failed in my 6 weeks test of self-control

but for some weird ass bitchy reason it was the best drink i ever had and it got me darn ass high...

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unadultered

when is the last time you made a friend

someone who you can trust you Atm pin with
someone whom ya know has your back
someone to share in both your joy and sorrow
someone who you can pour your heart out

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Alot has happened our the last few months since my last entry - i have decided to consolidate all my entries and just highlight the important parts - recently i have realised how much my blogged has help me in my growth - it somehow tracked my transition from adolescence to my current fledgling state of adulthood. reading my past entries and often reminising about my secondary school days which i miss so much . To think about i have been blogging here since i was sec 2 . things that mattered to me when i was younger does not mean to much to me right now...

what i look for in a relationship has changed
what i look for in a person has changed
what i expect from my family has changed
what i hope for myself have changed

beening on mc for the last few months contrary to what people say is not something i want - i want to do something - anything to keep my mind of the negativity that surrounds me... i miss hanging out with friends i miss the idea of waking in the morning with some goal in life . it has destoryed a part of me....

15 may my mc would end and another phase of my life should start hopefully
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hey peeps i am officially off booze till the 24th of april - at least that the plan my plans are planning to get me smashed that day for my birthday ... which is on the 26th by the way . please feel free to shower me with expansive things ... buai pai seh ....


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exciting happening that happened over the last few months that are worth mentioning

dragons class gathering

since the cliques are formed you roughly guessed how the class gathering went . it was nice to see alicia and kaman , kj , seha and kiat ying ... i somehow regretted planning the gathering - as usual someone has comments about the place i choose ... come on people if you are not happy with the place i choose then when people are asking for suggestion - suggest something . at times i am glad that i have a low readership for my blog it sure gives me more more freedom in the bitchin department. the only glad thing about the class gathering was that i was able to reconnect back with kaman seha and kj - not every situation ends totally bad right.


making new friends

i was having a very bad day during michelle's birthday which she celebrated at the crewroom at prinsep. dont get me wrong her birthday was not bad it was heaps of fun esp with mcgallans - its just that i was in alot of pain that day ( back ) it was 3 in the morn and i just did not want to go home just yet . i messaged my dearest ana and by just hearing the tone of my voice ( indication of an excellent fren ) she knew that i was not having a good day.. she brought down her frens and met me at clark quay - i feel bad about the whole situation as i have dragged her right after a long day at work . when to clark quay the place wad dying down ... so we headed to sabai and had a blast 1 chivas and 1 martell later we when back at the crack of dawn...



to tell ya the truth i sat down planning to blog alot more but my eye lids weigh a tonne will get back to blogging tomorrow if time permits

luv me or hate me i dont give a dame...

matriculate

what have i learnt from the whole ns experience .. ok i wont use the word 'whole' so would till date suffice .



i am actually kinda of grateful for this experience - who knew i could actually survive in a place with all boys and yet come out with all my element held up high. my cousin told me to toughen up before i go to ns and caring for others will not sit well with my other bunkmates - care a little less man up and dont give a fuck, in other words deny who am i be someone i am not - throw the bitchyness aside and just try to fit in with the masses



but hell that aint me - i stick out even when i dont want to - attention seeks me not the other way around - am i being to air headed and delusional when i type this - is there something wrong with me - does it take a third person to point out the flaws in my over analysing attitude and character...



in this sense i can proudly say the best way and soultion or attitude to bring to a new situation place or setting is TO BE YOURSELF



love me hate me i dont give a dame - its just like a song if you love me then THANK YOU and if you hate me FUCK YOU ....



BOY I FEEL SELF ABSORBED TYPING ALL THIS OKI NO MORE BITCHIN and for some reason i think i have gone terribly out of point while typing this ( badly of focus must be the morphine )



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oh ya talking about morphine i just when for a spinal fusion at l5s1 to curb wad i have been feeling for the longest time



before i knew i had to go for another op , just the idea of going for another op just destroyed me .good thing i found good frens and a good support system which helped me through that trying period

you know who you are peeps i owe the world to you
its it times like this where we know who our true frens are

and to a certain someone who i know will be reading this - if you think i should call you and tell ya abt my plight so you would call me back and wish me fuck you bitch....

Fireflies

would it be crazy of me to stay NS is awesome

i have had so much fun made tonnes of like minded friends with similar physical ailments. enough to form a team ( team slipped ) pun intended

the last five weeks have breezed by so fast - and my bunk mates are effin awesome

a little summary abt each one

din - our bunk ic we didnt start on the right foot and yes oddities did exist and still do but boy can he clean . he is like a cleaning machine and does almost all the cleaning for our bunk which we are super grateful for

jon - ex blss school mate ,its good to see a familiar face when you go somewhere new . was fun drives an uber car which i set in twice gave me good advice abt dealing with a problem i had/have thanks dude...

dexter - yet another chao keng king with an ipod charger . a good fren which have the abilities to delete facebook accounts how cool is that - total tech kid...

daryl - an alcholic in the making , the only guy in bunk who saw me totally hammered and smashed did some crazy stuff all in one night ...

zi yang- affectionatly known as jippun for his beady little eyes and his japanese disposure currentlty serving confinement for having his sar 21 being stunned . loads of common topics as both of us are from SMA he is a DMR kid...

hafiz - the joker in bunk and a really good sock juggler and yes i did wax him with black cloth tape.

wei jie - an excellent fren who looks out for me and my well being and also the guy who introduced me to the wonderful world of thai disco . i consider myself lucky to have a fren like him

kash - fellow indian in bunk

wilson - my bed buddy extremly helpful but he worrys a little too much really good buddy and often bullied becos he is a little too nice.

jason - twd champion who is seriously protective of his frens thats so so so sweet of him really thankful for wad he has done that night at siam bbk . it was the first time where i felt that some felt i was worth fight for . made me feel special...

wee siang - my baby bro a cute guy the resident ah beng in my bunk - both book and street smart super protective of me . i owe him alot and some reason i feel indepted to him hope all things goes well with him and that everything go according to his plan .

weilong - the big papa in buck a good fren and a good buddy who looks out for me

vietnam - i have called him that so much the i forgot his really name , he smiles and nods thats about all he does ...

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to bleaker news

i am going for a spinal lumbar fusion on the 11 of dec will be in hospital for 8 days ... bummer but wad the hell i have to go through it..

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PARTY
MARTELL
GALS
SEX
BOOZE
CARS
LOVE
MONEY


EUPHORIA

dawning

it has finally dawned on me - that this 8 mths of waiting will define just one moment in my life , the day i enlist into the army

it didnt dawn on me of the changes it will bring to me and my life style . the challenges i am going to face - the torment and agony of being fried under the sun - hey who am i kidding i have no idea what NS life is gonna be like for me... so many mixed reaction and comments for people who when through it , and like most things in life the reviews are mixed .

so say NS was the defining moment in their life - where they started to see things clearer ,where they said they met people from all walks of life and that their lifes were never the same - some unbreakable bonds were created while serving and that the core values of the SAF was with them forever and governed their lifes


Loyalty to Country

to think about it i am a very loyal person to my country - i hate it when anyone talks ill of it - hmm but will i give my life up for it hmm - lets wait and see

Leadership

i think i am a good leader - i dont see myself in a very authocratic stand point of view and neither am i laissez-faire i guess i am moderatly democratic and i take pride in whatever i do may it be leading a team in a discussion , teaching or selling Ice cream.

Discipline

hmm that i can work on

Professionalism

what i am thought i will try to do my level best - without complaining hmm that might be a little difficult , either way i will do my best

Fighting Spirit

i have lived with chronic pain for almost half of my life - i am one heck of a fighter aint nothing gonna break me down - i will count my fucking blessing if i have to but i am gonna fight fight fuck fight if i have to ( boy i feel good blogging )

Ethics

personal conduct should be second nature to me at least that what they are trying to teach me - you cant teach ethics you might be able to brand it onto skin but thats about it , it ends there nothing much ya can do abt it... you are either born with it or without it - period

Care for Soldiers

for the people who know me - knows that i take great pride in my friends and i am feircely territorial and i am anal about it . caring of anything that i can do... and i know i will do it well


theses is a before i enter ns and written with my current state of mine - the pure unadulterated version of what is going on in my mind.

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so far thank GOD for frens who say its gonna be fun and ns is gonna be an adventure and i bloody hell hope so - i guess i am one of the most perpared enlistee ever

i have sourced out enough information on what i am gonna go through the things i need and what to expect - darn i even know how i should pack my darn locker.

thank GOD for my cousin who gave me survival tips abt ns and rashid / kenneths constant encouragement - at times i fucking thing i am going over board with this...

fuck how bad can NS be - every guy i know have been through it and came out fine - and most of all it i can go through 2 weeks with out tramadol and function like a fucking normal human being i am FUCKING AMAZING

DONT BELIEVE ME THATS YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS

LIVE LIFE LOVE LIFE AND FUCK LIKE THERES NO TOMORROW

CHEERIOS