Monday, July 11, 2005

friendship

if there is one thing i have learnt in secondary school is that ... things never last forever

friendship for that matter is actually non existant ....

today while surfing the net and through my friendster account i saw my once used to be best frenz profile . and the testi i wrote for him in wad i refer to as the " honeymoon" part of a friendship . wow now readin it actually makes me wonder was i ever like wad i wrote . did i mean it at that point of time . was that friendship really meant to be.... it is the friendship like wad my mum kept for so many years ..... how did she make it last more than 20 years. at times i wonder why is she so lucky .... how is she able to mantain such long durations of friendship...it really leaves me in awe ....

people might not believe it .... but to this certain fren i treated him like a brother . but one of his flaws is that always think that he is right and everyone else on earth is wrong ... and the worse part is that he thinks that the whole world is against him... having him as a fren was a challenge to me ... and for the first few months yes it was wonderful ..... but as time when on ... it started to go haywire ..... something that really moved me into being his frens is the fact that he was there i when i needed someone to talk to badly the most... at that point of time i believed that he was God sent ... yes i will never forget wad he did for me... thanks alot for that ... but towards wad i presume was the end of the friendship it was more of a curse than a blessing .....

yes at times i do regret having this friendship brocken .... was it for the better ? did it makes thing worse ? was this wad i really wanted ? .... was this wad he wanted ? was that the reason why he was a jerk to me ? .... i don knoe and i will never knoe

yes i am not sayin that i am perfect i have my complete set of flaws ....
friendship wad does it actually mean ?
wad is it ?

anyone has an answer.................................

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