last day of school
today was kinda the last day of officially planned school lesson.... the feeling was really weird seriously.... kinda painful andi also felt as if something was sitting on my chest , even writing this entry seem so difficult... i feel as if a flood gate has just opened.... all sort of memories are just flowing through my head now... all the time that i spent in boon lay sec sch... all not good though but they are all memories...sure there are the sweet ones too , which always overpower the uglier ones...
it just feels it was yesterday that i entered that school . the fear of being in a whole new environment, the fear of making new frens ,the fear of change, the fear of not being accepted, the fear of not being able to cope ( academics/physical/emotional/social) arr and a million other foolish thing . which now i can laugh them off...
yes life in boon lay was hard at first ... but isnt everything.... making new frens /fighting with them/ patching back all the different faces of friendship .... the first time i failed in a subject ... eee i still remember that day i was cryin so hard and afraid to go home... thank GOD for supportive parents.
1/4 , 2/4 , 3/3 , 4/3 , and finally 5na1
so many many frens have i made over the years all the memories that we have carved on stone most of them will fade in time to come but i am very sure i will never forget all the time i spent with my wonderful classmates . my sweet sweet darlings whom life in sec sch would be a bore ... we have been in the smae class for 3 years not most of the for 5 yrs though ... but the time does not matter , i sure did make excellent frens and would never trade them for anything in the world....
time spent with my dearies... sec 3 camp , national day most patriotic class winners 2 yrs running ( 2004 , 2005 ) and syf, bb matches , holiday inn lunch, sentosa trips where mel so really burnt ... still remember ( fried moo moo )and trips to town... countless shopping trips and racial harmony day , and yes there was grad nite where the everyone in the class was drop dead gorgeous ...
i withness something painfull today ... i saw all the memories of 5 na1 bundled up in blue sheets being thrown away... the sight was so so so so so so so time a zillion times painful....but like all good things this must also come to a end... i don want ever to wake up from this dream... here everything is just fine the way i want it... i hate change i don want change... and there was once someone who told me this " the only thing constant in life is change " very through we just have to suck it up ., pull our tummies in and continue walking...
i don knoe wad i want to do after my o levels .... i am so afraid ... i need comfort so bad... i need ______ ...
nostalgic daniel over and out....
banished
it just feels it was yesterday that i entered that school . the fear of being in a whole new environment, the fear of making new frens ,the fear of change, the fear of not being accepted, the fear of not being able to cope ( academics/physical/emotional/social) arr and a million other foolish thing . which now i can laugh them off...
yes life in boon lay was hard at first ... but isnt everything.... making new frens /fighting with them/ patching back all the different faces of friendship .... the first time i failed in a subject ... eee i still remember that day i was cryin so hard and afraid to go home... thank GOD for supportive parents.
1/4 , 2/4 , 3/3 , 4/3 , and finally 5na1
so many many frens have i made over the years all the memories that we have carved on stone most of them will fade in time to come but i am very sure i will never forget all the time i spent with my wonderful classmates . my sweet sweet darlings whom life in sec sch would be a bore ... we have been in the smae class for 3 years not most of the for 5 yrs though ... but the time does not matter , i sure did make excellent frens and would never trade them for anything in the world....
time spent with my dearies... sec 3 camp , national day most patriotic class winners 2 yrs running ( 2004 , 2005 ) and syf, bb matches , holiday inn lunch, sentosa trips where mel so really burnt ... still remember ( fried moo moo )and trips to town... countless shopping trips and racial harmony day , and yes there was grad nite where the everyone in the class was drop dead gorgeous ...
i withness something painfull today ... i saw all the memories of 5 na1 bundled up in blue sheets being thrown away... the sight was so so so so so so so time a zillion times painful....but like all good things this must also come to a end... i don want ever to wake up from this dream... here everything is just fine the way i want it... i hate change i don want change... and there was once someone who told me this " the only thing constant in life is change " very through we just have to suck it up ., pull our tummies in and continue walking...
i don knoe wad i want to do after my o levels .... i am so afraid ... i need comfort so bad... i need ______ ...
nostalgic daniel over and out....
banished
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