a brand new yr
hiya peeps this would be the first blog entry for the new yr. but i think i should tie up some lose ends for the last year so i would be able to put it all behind me. to tell ya the truth this entry is inspired by mel by secondary classmate.
2006 has been a rather tuff year for me . so many horrid memories about people i totally hate, but something my aunt told me made me realise that the energy i put into hating someone is a complete waste . i should channel my energy to improving my live not destorying it. so i have made up my mind .and this is wad i wanna say " I FORGIVE ALL THOSES THAT HAVE HURT ME " I am in peace with myself . and i am deeply sorry for hurting you thats if i did .... thats abt it for the bad.a note to someone - i don have to explain to you anything the decisions i make are my business who the fug are you , i will do wad i want ....
THE BLESSING
thank God for everything good and beautiful. God has blessed me with a group of ppl that will be the envy of many. and thanks hid for introducing me to BKTG ( basic knowledge training group for thoses who don know wad it it ) my saturdays will never be same , every saturday a new challenge. the volunteers there are the major driving force for me to keep going back. andy and fanhan and hweihwei kelvin you are my driving force . thanks so much and a special thanks to fanhan who met me and talked to me and held my hand literally when i needed someone to be there for me. there is actually alot that i want to pour out but i have not found a person who will not judge me and accept me for the way i am . am i asking for to much . and the best part abt bktgians is that they are like a big family and they all love and look after me. how perfect can that get .ben has made me go back to the gym something i thought i will never do ever .. but i did a full body pump session which left me sore fore the next 6 days...
i just love my jtps fren they have known me for more than 13 yrs now. the frenship from the bud of innocence. will last for ever... love ya peeps
school has been a whole different game. the flase fronts have made its mark, the cliques have been established .and if you are not in one ... too bad. frens are not wad they seem . some are lovable and some can be a pain in the rectum . cant blame it human nature to err.projects and test are piling up . good team mates are impt .
family
my relationship with my family is still rather strain... i feel like a stranger at home . how i wish at times i could escape into my own little world where nobody shouts or talks too loud . how i wish i could live in a castle in a cloud . i am starting to love my sister even more now. but i still cant get use to her legendary lorry driving skills. lorries and gals wad a horrid combi... but she seems to love it . who am i to judge . i love my mum and dad. my maternal granny seems to be the only normal preson in my whole extended family . the rest are just either poor wack jobs or rich crackpots...
myself
now when ppl ask me out for a drink the next questions that pops into my mind would be wad kind. thats so totally wrong...to cut down on drinking and start to deal with the biggest problem of my life MYSELF . to spend less -save more money .i will never allow myself to be hurt once again
my resolutions for the year/to do list before 07 ends would be
to learn not to hate and embrace life
find a Good fren
study harder than before
let go a bunch or frens
climb KKB and annapurana
lose weight
*the rest are personal
*
*
_____________________________________
do read wad i write but don discuss mylife i hate that and don ask me questions abt wad i blog i hate that most .... and please do tag after you read a simple hi would mean a lot to me
i have a whole year ahead of me I WILL NOT FAIL THIS TIME
i wish i could be your fren again ________
2006 has been a rather tuff year for me . so many horrid memories about people i totally hate, but something my aunt told me made me realise that the energy i put into hating someone is a complete waste . i should channel my energy to improving my live not destorying it. so i have made up my mind .and this is wad i wanna say " I FORGIVE ALL THOSES THAT HAVE HURT ME " I am in peace with myself . and i am deeply sorry for hurting you thats if i did .... thats abt it for the bad.a note to someone - i don have to explain to you anything the decisions i make are my business who the fug are you , i will do wad i want ....
THE BLESSING
thank God for everything good and beautiful. God has blessed me with a group of ppl that will be the envy of many. and thanks hid for introducing me to BKTG ( basic knowledge training group for thoses who don know wad it it ) my saturdays will never be same , every saturday a new challenge. the volunteers there are the major driving force for me to keep going back. andy and fanhan and hweihwei kelvin you are my driving force . thanks so much and a special thanks to fanhan who met me and talked to me and held my hand literally when i needed someone to be there for me. there is actually alot that i want to pour out but i have not found a person who will not judge me and accept me for the way i am . am i asking for to much . and the best part abt bktgians is that they are like a big family and they all love and look after me. how perfect can that get .ben has made me go back to the gym something i thought i will never do ever .. but i did a full body pump session which left me sore fore the next 6 days...
i just love my jtps fren they have known me for more than 13 yrs now. the frenship from the bud of innocence. will last for ever... love ya peeps
school has been a whole different game. the flase fronts have made its mark, the cliques have been established .and if you are not in one ... too bad. frens are not wad they seem . some are lovable and some can be a pain in the rectum . cant blame it human nature to err.projects and test are piling up . good team mates are impt .
family
my relationship with my family is still rather strain... i feel like a stranger at home . how i wish at times i could escape into my own little world where nobody shouts or talks too loud . how i wish i could live in a castle in a cloud . i am starting to love my sister even more now. but i still cant get use to her legendary lorry driving skills. lorries and gals wad a horrid combi... but she seems to love it . who am i to judge . i love my mum and dad. my maternal granny seems to be the only normal preson in my whole extended family . the rest are just either poor wack jobs or rich crackpots...
myself
now when ppl ask me out for a drink the next questions that pops into my mind would be wad kind. thats so totally wrong...to cut down on drinking and start to deal with the biggest problem of my life MYSELF . to spend less -save more money .i will never allow myself to be hurt once again
my resolutions for the year/to do list before 07 ends would be
to learn not to hate and embrace life
find a Good fren
study harder than before
let go a bunch or frens
climb KKB and annapurana
lose weight
*the rest are personal
*
*
_____________________________________
do read wad i write but don discuss mylife i hate that and don ask me questions abt wad i blog i hate that most .... and please do tag after you read a simple hi would mean a lot to me
i have a whole year ahead of me I WILL NOT FAIL THIS TIME
i wish i could be your fren again ________
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