though i fall i shall not be cast down

today i am feeling very sad today .the feeling of being a loser is still in me and it hurts a alot.all the hard work that i put into that debate all when down the drain . all the dry runs all the editing all the work i did all when down the toilet in a flush . it hurts the most that we lost to 5/3 .ouch that is the thing that hurts the most and also thought us a lesson sayin that 5/1 is not always the better class. even though we had won several awards such as modal class , national day winners, cny winners it would boil down to nothing we don study and win them acadamically

this has really made me think that i cant in ever thing that i wan .but most importantly is how do i handle losing . and how do i get by it and how do i improve myself because of this. this has been a humbling and a lesson learnt. and on my way home i had this sudden thought in my mind . it was a hymn i sang in church and it had these words in it . it was " when i fall i shall not be utterly cast down....."

this gave me encouragment and i am feeling better now . knoeing that so many people loves me and cares for me and comforted me when i felt down thank you everybody who cares and loves me and to my friends who was there when i needed you the most your everyword of comfort is appreciated

bon jovi its my life the song is juz great so much meaning in the lyrics of that song

It’s my life.And it’s now or never’cause I ain’t gonna live forever. I just want to live while I’m alive(it’s my life). My heart is like an open highway. Like frankie saidI did it my way. I just want to live while I’m alive’. cause it’s my life!

later today i have tution and after that i am going to the gym and i plan to lose at least 4 kg but the end of june and i decided to stop eating mcdonals and i have already stop eating chicken