sick

life in general

is there much to say about it . hmm i wonder .... i am at work now , just yesterday i found out that i could access portnet at home ... how exciting so now i can bring home my work and do it at home ( and force my sis help me )lol

a sense of nostalgia has overwhelmed me - cant elaborate much but this i can say people change and not always for the better

the friends i once had i have them no more
the things that i used to do i do them no more
the fun i use to have i have them no more
the love i once had i have that no more

i am so much like peter pan minus his powers - i don wanna grow up

where is my utopian shangri-la....

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i have lost my flare to write . i feel so different and i totally hate the new me . i am more self-conscious and i hate it

at times i wonder why am i doing the things i do

i wanna breakaway

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my birthday

lets just not talk abt that

i feel so un-appreciated and thats that

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toddles
daniel