perturbation

friends

something my mother said struck a cord in me she said " you dont need so many frens few good ones are more than enough "

how very true

the good lord has blessed me with several good frens whom i treasure alot. it is not everyday you get to make good frens...and they dont come by easily either...

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last sunday was divya's wedding and boy were we busy . as usually my cousins and i had to do the headless chicken routine. it wasnt fun at all

pics will be up soon

i love weddings and planning them make them all the more interesting ... i just might have a future in wedding planning or at least party planning...

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momo is now in cambridge and karunan is off to the london school of economics... uber cruel twist of fate on my end ... i am really gonna miss my momo afterall we were childhood pals and certain frenship last forever ryte...

i had a really enjoyable time hanging out with hid rashid mel and we soon we are gonna be meeting up for mels bdae...

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i have tried several time to quit _________
but everytime i wanna go away from it , there is this force pulling me back into its traps . i know its wrong and i know it is gonna affect me physically and emotionally . i feel like a fucking sado masochist . i have promised her i would stop alll of this is 2 years but something tells me this is only going to intensify darn i hate this feeling ....

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do i have to cut myself to feel alive...