to all an illusion

blogging bug is back

when for dinner with the ccf peeps - somehow why do i feel that i dont fit in with them at all. chong ching hot pot at suntec aint as nice as the one at tanglin but who gives a darn. i just stick out like a soar thumb when i am with them, i dont knoe why. maybe its the vast difference in age or our different views abt the christian faith . why do i even bother wanting to fit in with ppl who think being gay in an abomination and that the female gender should be suppressed becos the bible tell you so and the preaching of male superiority is prevalent...

i have so many issues abt the christian faith nowdays - its not that i am all out for blood its just that i do not agree to several things that are preached and its really hard for me to get my answers . the pursuit for religious knowledge is an endless journey....

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just a couple of days ago we has our penang holiday echo at kennneths place...

i like hanging out at his place its a total bachelor pad i wish i had one - but mine would be a little bit different first of all my walls would be pastal with beautiful louis IV furniture and AIRCONDITIONING with a coffee table.... ok i know it might be a little too much hey but its my dream oki...

i am not spoilt just well taken care of.....

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gh came to stay over at my place... yesterday... and we had a really good time discussing the decay of morality in todays world with hh

anyway 2 birthday parties today ... shit i missed the sleep over at saraj's house i so wanted to go ...darned fuck la i need to get my priorities straight...