moods

i am now suddenly in the mood to blog... but my inspiration is not quite there yet . there is so much for me to say but i don knoe where to begin and how am i going to convey it... it feels like when ya in a steam room and gasping for breath very over whelming but at the same time kinda relexing... arr i have no idea what am i talking about....

life , love , lost , misery , joy , pain , despire , friendship , strenght and death are all phases of a persons life.... everyone i believe will in one point or other in their life go through .... but how a person handles these situations is wad actually matters....

on friday i got back my o level mother tongue results ... gosh did that day suck or wad ... i did really badly i got a c6 .. but wadever wad is done is done nothing can chage wad is already done yes it sure sucks but wad the hell can i do abt it.... i will just have to work harder and push myself even more ... i just have to

i just did not want to stay at home on that day .... felt really crappy... i was the a wonderful brightlight blub and lampost for hx and vin... sry dudes.... when to the suki ramen to eat and found out that hx holds the chopstick really weirdly... lol ... hanged around till abt 6.30 at town then when to hope center and send hx and the other gang to the tuition ... after they all when for their class ... i am vin was left alone ... so i decided to visit aunty susan ... who was in glenegles hospital, i felt so sad when i saw her cause i always remembered her as a feisty lady and now to see her in a hospital bed all skinny just broke my heart ... i pray that she will get better fast...after visiting her when back to peace centre and met them ... took the train back home ...

sat

i when to meet pam so happy that she got into singapore dance theater .... be the best ya can be ok ...

sunday

when to church , had had lunch after that then came home straight...

life is so dam monotonous....... i need some colour ... thank ya God for frens esp hid and gang ... i really dont knoe how my life would be with out them....

you peeps make living worth it