dead

i officially declare my blog dead ... anyway i don think anyone is reading my entries anyway. but thats for the better anway . i am bored but i never taught that i would be sayin it . i always taught i would have sumthing to occupy my mind but boy was i wrong. i have doone everything that i am suppose to do . let itbe the poly admission shit or anything else arrrrrrr i am just going bergaga..

i have almost everything that i want

i have my own laptop
i have my own digital camera
i have a handphone
i have a mp3 player
i have my own room
i have a super comphy bed
i have enuf clothes - jeans - t shirts - shoes - flipflops
i have a loving family
i have a wonderful gang of friends
i have got good o level grades - at least better than i expected

but why do i not feel complete
this is the question i ask myself everynight before i sleep
why am i not contented with wad blessings i have

there is a song that comes to my mind when i type this - ' count your many blessings name them one by one see wad GOD had done'
i seriously have alot to be thankful for

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why do ppl type blogs have ya ever wondered?

responses - to convey to others how i feel
to say wad i really feel as i am afraid to say it to your face
random taughts
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i hate it when people thing that i am an ez target to bully or scold i am warning you i am patient only becos i ________________________. i hate it when ppl think they can scold me just becos you all preety and whiny you are nothing but a spolit pig mood swings and hotflushes not only come for you piggie other ppl get them too . but don think ya are always at the top of the world. you may have possesions but i have love ....... not in the mood

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i might want to go to the beach with khye this sat just maybe i really need to unwind in the scourching sand i need it la i really do.....

my think i would be leaving to msia on 29th or 30th of this month will be back on ___
not to sure yet . my life is so gonna be different when i go to poly a whole new teaching method a whole new class of classmates a whole differnent lifestyle . i cant wait to embrace it gosh it would be fun cant wait for apr 10 school is startin on that day

this friday i am gonna stay over in aunty chulings house we are making watermelon like jelly we have to make a grand total of 200 arr we have to be up the whole night yipee..... we are making it for the watermelon fest that would be held in church on saturday 10 to 12.... fun games and lots more ....

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mel peirced her navel thats ok but juan gosh wads the world coming to lol....
pleasure in pain