i can't take it any more

i am so pissed with everyone around me

does anyone give a shit about my existance or are you there juz because we are on the same planet. i cant take it any more . i try do so much to help but no ones give a shit. all i get is rediculed and i cant even hold my head up high any more . but why do i get these small word bring me down . i should be like wad the song beautiful by christina

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single wayYes,
words can't bring me down oh no
So don't you bring me down today

remember all you bitches and bastards who are tryin to make me feel small and shitty ..... guess wad fuckers Daniel's in the house and he does not give a shit about wad ever you have to say .... juz FUCK a tree for all i care and a big SCREW YOU

THE ONES WHO I THOUGHT WERE MY FRIENDS WERE NOT THERE WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST .... YET THE ONES WHO I THOUGHT DID NOT GIVE A SHIT WAS THERE FOR ME

TODAY IS THE LAST DAY OF MY LIFE I AM GOING TO HELP ANYBODY . but i am not so mean if you wan my help juz ask me and i will do my best to help but never will i help anyone again myself........ THERE IS NO F*UCKING APPRECIATION WHAT SO EVER . I AM SO GOONA TO HAVE FUN WITH OR WITHOUT YOU BASTRD ... I DON NEED YOU ,(REPEAT) I HAVE MY OWN LIFE YOU KNOE

SO SCREW YOU BIG TIME