neck cram .....

todat school was the usual ... boring did not learn much and the ca's are comin up already this is juz so weird . it feels like ca1 just was yesterday and next whole week is ca's this is too fast ... it is the 2nd months of the year and the o level is nearing like nobodys business and arrrrrr to much of stress

monday
english remedial
house pratice

tuesday
combine humans remedial
tuition ( phy/chem )

wednesday
choir practice

thursday
phy/chem remedial (alt subjects)
tution (maths)

friday
tamil remedial
maths remedial
tution ( phy/chem)

my week is getting so shitty there absolutely no time for myself and the things i wan to do i am jus wondering how pam did it she takes more subjects then me and also had other activities how did she manage to do it my head is hurting so sad and i have been vomiting each time i eat it juz does not digest it is so my fault ................ i so badly wanna lose weight is this a way.. am i doing the right thing .. what am i doin in the first

the thoughts of wad i would be is lingering in air