day one of anorexia
day one of anorexia
ok i don feel weak but my tummy i think, is starting to hurt a bit but it is all worth it i think . i have decided i shall not eat anything till wednesday and even though i eat i shall throw it all out .... i really need to lose weight and i have to do it fast ..... and i will lose weight at any cost i don borther much if it even would kill me i wanna lose weight and it will come to past .. i have told myself that that after wednesday i will onli eat one meal a day and thats about it
never was i this determine to lose weight yes i have tried but i have also failed. but this time no i wanna lose weight so badly i will kill someone for it ... this is my level of commitment and if i die in the process it would be a honourable death to me.... not that i will die soon. i wont leave this world so soon, there is so much that is still have to do
i have only drunk water and milk and thats about it .... i ran my 2.4 today but i FAILED . but this is not gonna bring me down cos this was my first attempt in tryin to run the 2,4 course and i this i did quite well 16.42 min ...... i will work on that till i pass ... i wanna make mr bong happy he has been so nice to me and his encouragement meant alot to me .... and i so happy that chee woon ran with me today he kept encouraging me that felt great ... and thank you my boi you have been such a great fren ......thanks alot
later i have chem tution and i would be meeting my dear frens hid and rashid ... i have a chem paper tomorrow .....
Dear lord be with me and guide over me
ok i don feel weak but my tummy i think, is starting to hurt a bit but it is all worth it i think . i have decided i shall not eat anything till wednesday and even though i eat i shall throw it all out .... i really need to lose weight and i have to do it fast ..... and i will lose weight at any cost i don borther much if it even would kill me i wanna lose weight and it will come to past .. i have told myself that that after wednesday i will onli eat one meal a day and thats about it
never was i this determine to lose weight yes i have tried but i have also failed. but this time no i wanna lose weight so badly i will kill someone for it ... this is my level of commitment and if i die in the process it would be a honourable death to me.... not that i will die soon. i wont leave this world so soon, there is so much that is still have to do
i have only drunk water and milk and thats about it .... i ran my 2.4 today but i FAILED . but this is not gonna bring me down cos this was my first attempt in tryin to run the 2,4 course and i this i did quite well 16.42 min ...... i will work on that till i pass ... i wanna make mr bong happy he has been so nice to me and his encouragement meant alot to me .... and i so happy that chee woon ran with me today he kept encouraging me that felt great ... and thank you my boi you have been such a great fren ......thanks alot
later i have chem tution and i would be meeting my dear frens hid and rashid ... i have a chem paper tomorrow .....
Dear lord be with me and guide over me
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