fuck...............
today started off with me being late for the meeting with jenna ... actually she told me that she would be late so i decided to take the bus 179 and go for rounding. finally reached mac and met jenna had breakfast . she ate big breakfast a nd had a harsh brown and milk .... after then when down to town with her chatted lots in the mrt ad then got down at somerset
walked at heeren for a while . when to daytipper but the stuip shop was close. so instead we when to shop ... jenna got loads of stuff ... after walking arounds several rounds we decided to finish wad we were doing and finally settled down to STUDY so we thought .. when to paragon stars buck and set down at the comfy chairs ... but as usual after a bit of studyin we started chatting so the sutdy session consisted of lots of talking and obviously a bit of studyin .... talked lots abt the council . and waited for chee woon and julien to come and as we were speaking they came in . wad a surprise ........ and lunch with jenna at a quaint jap place.......... after we came back from lunch they packed up their study work and all off us when to heeren to shop ... to get my slippers and then
turmoil
we when to day to daytipper the shop that supposedly sell the pair of black slippers that i was yearning for... for actually a long time ........ and yes i was so pissed that i coulkd not get it. like any other normal human would be .... so i started to whine and be grumpy .... yes i was pissed that i could not get i want ... yes and i took it out and dampended everyones mood becos of my moody self ... yes it was all my fault . yes i do not expect you to feel anything and yes i cant hold it against you . but did anyone give a dam of how i would have felt .... i did not get i want and yes i did react . but in wad way did that dampened you mood chee woon and why do you not have the guts to tell that to my face .... and why the hell talk behind my back . if there was anything just tell me straight why beat around it .. and yes i lost my temper . but cant you handle that ...
at time yes i do feel used but when i tell you why do you take it that way . yes i might have said it in a spur . but why hold that against me and if that if not true . dismiss it . why work on it . and never once did i say anything abt ending friendship . why assume . did i act cold toward you in anyway . say and i am willing to change . i said i am sorry . wad else . yes i was a pain . ok . i agree . but when i said it i thought that was all over there and then why do u bring it up again . and why write it in a way that ,i feel left on the shelf and only used when plans go wrong . did i put it that way i am not sure but if i did i am sorry bout that . and i am not gonna get all emotional ... wad wid that...........
and chee woon you ......... i really have no comments if i had dampened your mood tell me then why talk bout it behind my back . it might mean nothing to you . but guess wad boy i feel sumthing you knoe. why not be honest with me . wad did i do to deserve this come on la . am i askin FOR A LOT . just tell me the truth infront of me . pls that is all that i ask for
at time i really feel used . and yes at time i feel that nobody will understand me . but the truth people .nobody can ever understand someone else cos that is impossible. noone on earth can dare say that they knoe themself completely . cos the truth is that u are learning bout yourself everyday. so when i say u don/cant understand me . that does not mean i am _______ i am jus stating a fact. take it the way you want it i have nothing to say
yes i am pissed but wad can i say . at time i feel like a punching bag all i do is take and do not give back . but i think i am going to live with that . there is no point in changing my fate.... is there wad is done is done we cant change today .but sure we/i can plan/mould tomorrow .
so i piss you off i am sorry ..... wad else i can say ........ change .........ok . tell me how.......... i am so pissed .. but wad the hell for ........... wad can i do............ fuck the world i am living in ........... or don give a dam........
soory peeps but wad the fuck can i do
i too have feelings
i do feel hurt
i do not like being the scapegoat
i do not have anyother choice
i really don
pissed fucked up daniel OUT
PISSED AND FUCKED UP AND SCREWED AS EVER DOES ANYONE GIVE A DAM
anyone givingadam .. thought so
walked at heeren for a while . when to daytipper but the stuip shop was close. so instead we when to shop ... jenna got loads of stuff ... after walking arounds several rounds we decided to finish wad we were doing and finally settled down to STUDY so we thought .. when to paragon stars buck and set down at the comfy chairs ... but as usual after a bit of studyin we started chatting so the sutdy session consisted of lots of talking and obviously a bit of studyin .... talked lots abt the council . and waited for chee woon and julien to come and as we were speaking they came in . wad a surprise ........ and lunch with jenna at a quaint jap place.......... after we came back from lunch they packed up their study work and all off us when to heeren to shop ... to get my slippers and then
turmoil
we when to day to daytipper the shop that supposedly sell the pair of black slippers that i was yearning for... for actually a long time ........ and yes i was so pissed that i coulkd not get it. like any other normal human would be .... so i started to whine and be grumpy .... yes i was pissed that i could not get i want ... yes and i took it out and dampended everyones mood becos of my moody self ... yes it was all my fault . yes i do not expect you to feel anything and yes i cant hold it against you . but did anyone give a dam of how i would have felt .... i did not get i want and yes i did react . but in wad way did that dampened you mood chee woon and why do you not have the guts to tell that to my face .... and why the hell talk behind my back . if there was anything just tell me straight why beat around it .. and yes i lost my temper . but cant you handle that ...
at time yes i do feel used but when i tell you why do you take it that way . yes i might have said it in a spur . but why hold that against me and if that if not true . dismiss it . why work on it . and never once did i say anything abt ending friendship . why assume . did i act cold toward you in anyway . say and i am willing to change . i said i am sorry . wad else . yes i was a pain . ok . i agree . but when i said it i thought that was all over there and then why do u bring it up again . and why write it in a way that ,i feel left on the shelf and only used when plans go wrong . did i put it that way i am not sure but if i did i am sorry bout that . and i am not gonna get all emotional ... wad wid that...........
and chee woon you ......... i really have no comments if i had dampened your mood tell me then why talk bout it behind my back . it might mean nothing to you . but guess wad boy i feel sumthing you knoe. why not be honest with me . wad did i do to deserve this come on la . am i askin FOR A LOT . just tell me the truth infront of me . pls that is all that i ask for
at time i really feel used . and yes at time i feel that nobody will understand me . but the truth people .nobody can ever understand someone else cos that is impossible. noone on earth can dare say that they knoe themself completely . cos the truth is that u are learning bout yourself everyday. so when i say u don/cant understand me . that does not mean i am _______ i am jus stating a fact. take it the way you want it i have nothing to say
yes i am pissed but wad can i say . at time i feel like a punching bag all i do is take and do not give back . but i think i am going to live with that . there is no point in changing my fate.... is there wad is done is done we cant change today .but sure we/i can plan/mould tomorrow .
so i piss you off i am sorry ..... wad else i can say ........ change .........ok . tell me how.......... i am so pissed .. but wad the hell for ........... wad can i do............ fuck the world i am living in ........... or don give a dam........
soory peeps but wad the fuck can i do
i too have feelings
i do feel hurt
i do not like being the scapegoat
i do not have anyother choice
i really don
pissed fucked up daniel OUT
PISSED AND FUCKED UP AND SCREWED AS EVER DOES ANYONE GIVE A DAM
anyone givingadam .. thought so
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