when to meet kiat yin at the vending machine just behind the school . and i really don knoe how to say this to my horror or surprise we were rudely introduce to four trans gender guys ... my gosh if i had not heard their voice i would have not known they were guys.... they were so beautifully dressed and had make up on and they even carried handbags... and there was this guy* who was tryin to adjust his pading under his bra..... what the *&^%........
collected my result got 21 for my poa expected grade . felt quite happy bout it . but my science result was a disapointment... wad can i say.. not the grade i wanted arrrrrr.... nevermind ...
my back is getting worst by the days go by... i wish it is all a bad dream and i just really wanna wake up from this horrible nightmare... i knoe you care my dear but your tears only bring me down further do not cry for me. i have accepted my faith and it is high time you did the same to. i really .... i need you to be strong and most importantly i need you to lift me up when i fall down and dear darling be there and walk with me...
sorry i lied to you . i knoe i cant bring myself to do this anymore but you knoe wad i am trying to do . just do not think abt wad i do. please . it will only upset the both of us... trust i am trying to do all in my power . to stop wad i am doin .... it is true that only a true fren would be angry when his friend hurts himself... i really appreciate wad you are doing for me but just please .... i give you my word i will stop wad i am doin....
i am sorry if i don smile as much as i used to .this is not beacause i am stucked up or anything like that... but trust me nobody knoes the pain i am going through ... and i don expect anyone to find out. at times i just feel like giving up everything i have , but i will never give up cause i knoe that the good lord has plans for me and i am just a piece is his excellent master piece.
came back home after school and had a bath and rested a while infront of my com listnening to groove coverage .... soon chee woon followed by bazilla . we had tuition and it was over at 6 .30 ... when to meet peik shin and soon eng at mac . taught them bits of chemistry..... when for dinner and i am here now typing my blog ... listening to groove coverage . the song far away from home ...
In my dreams I am not so far away from home,
What am I in a world so far away from home
, All my life all the time so far away from home,
Without you I will be so far away from home.
seemed so true in my life...........
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