in the mood

after so long i am now back in the mood to blog

the exams are around the corner and i have not found my flare yet .my flare to study has not visited me yet . last year i remember during mid yr 04 . i was so in tune with studyin and was studyin every waking moment . but the year that i need this kind of commitment the most you are not there. i have tried all possible ways to clear my mind but thoughts of things gone by and things to come are all clouding my mind and thought of studyin in all but secondary. i

times i do not believe that i am the same old daniel i used to be . i feel different , i at times feel that i have lost myself to whom i do not knoe, to wad i also do not knoe ... i want myself back so badly i want my smile back . i want to be able to smile and not feel weary and i don want to be behind a mask each time i am with you , i won't blame you that you don notice my predicament.....

the exams were alrite did my english paper 1 & 2 , mt paper 2 , maths paper 1 , is all over . the next paper i am having on monday is chem paper 2 and mt paper 1 ..... i so have to get my ass on my books . i hope i would be able to study ..... (today) there is so many good programmes on TV ...

maybe wanna call frens out to study ...

dear flare,
this is your master calling you , all i want is you right now . come and fill me , come and inspire me ,come and engulf me.....