sweet surrender

yesterday was a really bad bad day for me...

the pain got so bad i just cried and locked myself in my room which freaked my mother out big time. as usual she when ballistic and called my father and my aunt... talk abt express service he came back home and helped me up and brought me the the hospital

wad ever happens peeps never i repeat ever go to NUH if you are in extreme pain . unless you have a death wish then please go ahead. i had to wait almost a fucking hour in the cold without anyform of treatment before i could see a doctor and worse i could not even take my own meds cos they said i should not....

after an hour of waiting ...i finally got to see a doctor who then prescribed 3 injections for me

1) tramodol
2) VOLTRON
3) licnocain

at 196 bucks a pod ....

i was jabed 3 times and they told me it would only last for about 6 fucking hours wad the fuck was i suppose to do after . i was walking like a duck who was just shot in its ass... after a while they sent me back home and worse i was still in pain ....

i have learnt something from this experience if you are not rich enuf to afford private healthcare you are dead - pain relief is only for those who can afford it ... and the meds that an emergency clinic is mediocre and wad ever they have for pain relief i have tried and it did not work for me....
i was this close from shouting ouut loud saying " take out the big guns now " fuck .....

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i am blessed with good frens i really am - thanks ken for showing concern and bringing me out last night .... it really means alot to me.... i am gonna write you a huge ass thank you card really soon ....

i woke up today and i know today aint gonna be as bad as yesterday....

all i am doing is praying for a better day ..........


constantly losing faith
.: daniel :.