Tuesday, March 08, 2005

day two of anorexia

it has been two grueling days but i am still hanging on .... i have not eaten any thing solid or semi-solid for that matter ... i have only drunk water and so far it has been working my stomach only acted up once.... and it was not too bad the pain was bearable and soon left me ....... like once chee woon has told me indulge yourself in happy thoughts and do not bother about the current situation that i cant handle ........... did that and it worked wonderfully .... i never thought that i would have this much control over food and it feels great.

i did not knoe that i could save so much money by not eating and there is so much more money in my hand to spare i am planning to buy a pouch for my run and i think it is quite worth it cost only about $18 and does not look that bad ... and maybe a jacket also from sportlink at 39.90 looks kind of cool as i do not have a jacket

meet denise at kfc and some of her frenz and leslie .. while they ate i watched them but i did not feel tempted at all as i do not eat chicken so it did not work on me .... soory denise i promised you that i would eat on wed but i dont think i can do that .... i think i can hold on for another 2 days so i will only start eating on friday . i am really sorry but i knoe my limit if i cant take it i will forgo this plan okie . i am really sorry and thank you for wanting to give me your collar pin and even though it does not mean anything to you . it says alot about you when you wanted to give me your badge. your deed is well appreciated but i cant accept your hard work ( even though you dont think so ) but thanks from the bottom of my heart .THANK YOU DENISE

had science tution at my place with chee woon and bazillah . it was not that bad i think i learnt something . after that followed bazillah to buy stuff for our class at value . now i am at home typing this ......

thanks for loving me and caring for me my DEAR friends and family i am for ever in your debt and i love you more than you love me anyday okie ( if you understand wat i mean )

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