desire
i am so not in tune with myself at all. i feel that i and my body are two different entities completely . my mind tell me something my bodys just do and opposite . it hurts to be pulled in two different directions at the same time.my body and soul are fighting to take control over me , the winner is not known yet but i don wan either to win . i just want them to work in perfect harmony . but does anyone on earth actually achieve that ?
the week has been going on fine . my english grade is going down the drain for the forst time in 5 years i have failed english and it really hurts . that i failed esp in the sub i thought i was best at ENGLISH . arrrrrrrr juz feel like screaming but it is not only me the whole calss actually fail . and if it sounds better i am one of the better failers. as if that makes it sound any better . relationships in my life is so gone like the summers breeze , fleet away my friendship : fly away my love , drown my desires ........
i am so going to step out off in all no more drowning myself in self pity and sorrow . i am so going to stand up and be victorious .no more am i going to take it standing down. no more am i going to take it lying down. i am going to start doing things that pleases me and not others . i don think that it is worth it pleasing other in your expense. if this continues who will take care of me. then wad will become of me .
no more this is the last straw . daniel wake up boy it is time to get that fat ass moving and rocking. i am going to start a motto " start moving start banging " does not sound that bad right... this week has been crazy . my head hurts . so many classes so much work . .. remedial tuitions . classes . work . project , deadlines , homework , reviews, book , arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i am so screaming . i am so not ready . i have not started studyin tamil for the o levels arrrrrrr. i am so screaming........ daniel it is time to wake up and start serious studyin....
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity'cause
I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm cloming clean
.:-{ D@n!eL }-:. out
the week has been going on fine . my english grade is going down the drain for the forst time in 5 years i have failed english and it really hurts . that i failed esp in the sub i thought i was best at ENGLISH . arrrrrrrr juz feel like screaming but it is not only me the whole calss actually fail . and if it sounds better i am one of the better failers. as if that makes it sound any better . relationships in my life is so gone like the summers breeze , fleet away my friendship : fly away my love , drown my desires ........
i am so going to step out off in all no more drowning myself in self pity and sorrow . i am so going to stand up and be victorious .no more am i going to take it standing down. no more am i going to take it lying down. i am going to start doing things that pleases me and not others . i don think that it is worth it pleasing other in your expense. if this continues who will take care of me. then wad will become of me .
no more this is the last straw . daniel wake up boy it is time to get that fat ass moving and rocking. i am going to start a motto " start moving start banging " does not sound that bad right... this week has been crazy . my head hurts . so many classes so much work . .. remedial tuitions . classes . work . project , deadlines , homework , reviews, book , arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i am so screaming . i am so not ready . i have not started studyin tamil for the o levels arrrrrrr. i am so screaming........ daniel it is time to wake up and start serious studyin....
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity'cause
I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm cloming clean
.:-{ D@n!eL }-:. out
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