day four of anorexia
i am still hanging on but know i am starting to get worried.... i thought about stopping my fast/diet today but i could not....
when to jurong point after school to have wad suppose to be lunch. when to pizza and ordered the lunch special . i was there with chee woon . he had the seafood pasta while i ordered the the curry gazzel baked rice set ... it came with soup and a pepsi.. i do not drink gasydrinks so i passed it to chee woon .... and then started to drink the soup but i could not swallow it it felt like sand in my throat and my whole gullet hurts ... even though i forced myself to drink the soup and then suddenly had the urge to throw out so i ran to the toilet and threw everything out ....ouch my whole body hurts but this is a fact i wanna eat but now i cant .... at times i am thinking is this good or bad .don anyone get me wrong i am not trying to kill myself all i am trying to do is lose weight juz LOSE WEIGHT..... AND GOOD NEWS I HAVE LOST 10 KG ALREADY .... if i keep this up i will sure reach my idea weight in no time
when to the library and borrowed a book on burial and no i have no intentions of dying juz checking out wad some ecntrics did after their deaths .quite interesting acutally . and and one thing met botak also .
we when to "toys r us" and there mama was with pam they were walking i was so happy to see her after so long she looks so great .and she enquired bout me and told me to take life easy and one step at a time . pam if you are reading this your pimple is very very very __________ .lol
when to kopi thiam and there saw tien le met him after so long and asked him a question how long a persong can last without eating he said 10 days before the acid in the stomach burns hole in the stomach ... at least there is six more days rite ... wad am i doing dieting or killing myself i do not knoe. but wad ever it is it is working, i have never been happier to lose weight
if this continue and if when i eat i vomint i will go and see a doctor ... and do not worry anybody or ask me anything . i would not die so fast . i knoe God has blessed me with a long life and a great future.and i know my limit i will stop this when i cant take it anymore ok and i wont push myself okie......
denise i am really soory i tried to eat but my body does not wanna co operate with me i am sorry reall i am ....
when to jurong point after school to have wad suppose to be lunch. when to pizza and ordered the lunch special . i was there with chee woon . he had the seafood pasta while i ordered the the curry gazzel baked rice set ... it came with soup and a pepsi.. i do not drink gasydrinks so i passed it to chee woon .... and then started to drink the soup but i could not swallow it it felt like sand in my throat and my whole gullet hurts ... even though i forced myself to drink the soup and then suddenly had the urge to throw out so i ran to the toilet and threw everything out ....ouch my whole body hurts but this is a fact i wanna eat but now i cant .... at times i am thinking is this good or bad .don anyone get me wrong i am not trying to kill myself all i am trying to do is lose weight juz LOSE WEIGHT..... AND GOOD NEWS I HAVE LOST 10 KG ALREADY .... if i keep this up i will sure reach my idea weight in no time
when to the library and borrowed a book on burial and no i have no intentions of dying juz checking out wad some ecntrics did after their deaths .quite interesting acutally . and and one thing met botak also .
we when to "toys r us" and there mama was with pam they were walking i was so happy to see her after so long she looks so great .and she enquired bout me and told me to take life easy and one step at a time . pam if you are reading this your pimple is very very very __________ .lol
when to kopi thiam and there saw tien le met him after so long and asked him a question how long a persong can last without eating he said 10 days before the acid in the stomach burns hole in the stomach ... at least there is six more days rite ... wad am i doing dieting or killing myself i do not knoe. but wad ever it is it is working, i have never been happier to lose weight
if this continue and if when i eat i vomint i will go and see a doctor ... and do not worry anybody or ask me anything . i would not die so fast . i knoe God has blessed me with a long life and a great future.and i know my limit i will stop this when i cant take it anymore ok and i wont push myself okie......
denise i am really soory i tried to eat but my body does not wanna co operate with me i am sorry reall i am ....
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