teachers day ....

today my school blss had its teachers day celebration.... the usual stuff lots of dancing and lots of high pitch sqeaking (singing ) and a drama......

the day before teachers day ( apple shopping )
sat in school till abt 5 on tuesday watching them practice for teachers day ( sneak preview ) it was alrite ... did not want to go back home ... so i stayed back at school... was with marlyn and slacked with her ... sang abt goofed a bit... and talking to every passing soul and after that i remembered that i should do sumthing for my favourite teacgers of the school.... a thought came to me .... little lulu - i remember lulu gave an apple to her teacher .... so i thought why not ; apple seems kinda cool anyway ....

i when the concert preview was over ... marlyn and me when to liberty to buy apples ...choosing apples aint easy ... were have to see that it is not blemished , 'hurt' , and must have a stalk to tie my note around .... i bought 15 apples - 10 red 5 green ... spend the whole evening tagging them and writing notes on them... tiring but all worth it

ms yap ... was super mean to me and made fun of my english
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the morn of teacher's day the day started with ridiculos classroom yoga ... then at abt 8.40 the concert started... the dancing was cool esp the malay gal ... you rock my sock.. and the ind dance troop the raa raa remix was cool

the dram was very unique as there were hearing impaired students acting in it to ... they are not very different from us ... the only difference is that they cant hear that all beside they are perfectly normal, they are friendly and comforting ... but the thing that i am sad abt is that not many pupils take the effort to get to knoe them , yes it is difficult at first... but after that it will get easier... and it is kinda cool to communicate using your fingers...and body gestures

after the show ended and all the apples distributed, i when to my primary school ... jurong west primary school to see my dear dear mdm loo the best teacher in the world a person who was kind compassionate loving and just plain caring and beautiful ... she was so happy to see us and she wished us good grades and to get into the school we wanted ... she is a wonderful person and my primary six year would not have been the same without you ...

later today i will be meeting my primary school dearies - my beloved frens for abt 10 yrs now... they knoe me so well and we just feel so comfy with one another ...... i wonder wad should i wear bohemian ... i wonder

off to ponder...

time to say good bye

my gosh ppl show such great interest in wad i write... but they so forget wad blogging is all abt . i it abt pouring your feeling on an online diary ( at least for me it is ) . and most importantly it is my fucking feelings if ya cant handle wad i write then... don visit it . nobody ask ya to anyway . and if ya really disagree with wad i write then you can get your own account and blog in it not at the expense of my tagboard and hurr if ya are reading this i have deleted your tag already ... but i really encourage ya to fuck off and don get your tiny self all over this ... ok

it is high time i put a disclaimer on my blog... i think it is necesary really.. wad i write in my blog is completely my business . if ya don like wad you read then why continue reading it. this is the point i don get . don i have the right to blog abt how i feel abt sumone or a particular situation. or is it like i need ppls permission b4 i do so ... aiya some ppl are just so weird ... there is sumthing call the freedom of speech and guess wad i am lovin it

to hurr whoever ya are buzz off dude . you are just a insect
chee woon if ya want to play this game i am all ready dude B I O !
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ok back to the happenings of the week , this week is a rather sad week i knoe abt 2 deaths, one was my neighbours father and the other a schoolmates father. my neighbours father died of lung cancer thanks to over smoking... i don knoe why ppl are so ampt abt smoking ... don they knoe that they are killing themselves and the ppl around them slowly . all the poisons in that one stick would one day accumulate into a cancerous tumor.... i have lost my grandfather and a close fren to lung cancer ... it is heart breaking to see a fit young man all reduced to bones lying on a bed waiting for his life to slip away . the slight is very saddening and painful... each time i see my frens smoke i really wish i could bring one of these ppl back to advice them abt the harms that smoking brings to you ... but all i have now are just pictures of these ppl . there is a sayin " you can only bring the mule to the water , it has to drink on its own " all we can do is tell them ... they should knoe wad to do ... smokers if ya are reading this STOP . you would be saving lots of money and also your life

the week i believe was ok beside some hiccups during the ca's but it is all alrite now... cant wait to go to balans wedding tomolo ...

i need time to study ... ss is on monday arrr

i nee TIME

anguish

i woke up not at my usual time ... it was like an hour later mum woke me up at 6 ... so rushing ... i hate my sis , she hogs the toilet like nobodys business... the walk to school was so refreshing .. i should stop taking the bus and should start walking to school more often... the fresh ( ok maybe a bit polluted ) but it is like way better than in air in the afternoon ... i miss the times when i was holidayin in India ... when i got to stay in one of the kalista palaces of the maharajah of mysor, it was just plain beauty.... the air , the surrounding , the service , the food is was just like a dream in the 3 days spent i felt that i was living in heaven. i miss that time so much .

i so need a holiday ... let it be thailand , puket ,bintan i just have to get out of this country ... i so badly want to relax and unwind ... i want to feel the cool breeze against my face as i dig my feet in the the warm sand . i cant wait for the exams to be over ... oh how badly i need a holiday

ok enough with that . school was ok today . i really think if mr mohan does not insult me or poke fun at me he wont be able to sleep .... but he is sure a funny teacher , i find it very easy to toture him with my french and hindi which he taught me .... he always says that i kill the language... i really hope i can get a good grade for my tamil for him at least he has been so nice to me for the past 3 yrs the least i can do is , give him a good grade. i will try my best and prove him wrong ... but i must really buck up and start doing my tamil work more seriously.... I JUST HAVE TOO

my english teacher ms yap is like the most paraniod person in the whole wide world ... she told us today to mark her words abt a terrorist attack on city hall... and that she always runs out of that place fast if she is there ... paranoia ... and tell tells the cutest jokes

today straight after humans was autographing time in 5 na1 ... it was a freny ..... i have never signed so many times in a day ever ... my class is like the best ...we so rock blss ... it wont be the same without us blss.... and the prom is stupidly pricedfor being held in school....sucks to like tha max....

i so need to rest ... i am so so tired ...

moods

i am now suddenly in the mood to blog... but my inspiration is not quite there yet . there is so much for me to say but i don knoe where to begin and how am i going to convey it... it feels like when ya in a steam room and gasping for breath very over whelming but at the same time kinda relexing... arr i have no idea what am i talking about....

life , love , lost , misery , joy , pain , despire , friendship , strenght and death are all phases of a persons life.... everyone i believe will in one point or other in their life go through .... but how a person handles these situations is wad actually matters....

on friday i got back my o level mother tongue results ... gosh did that day suck or wad ... i did really badly i got a c6 .. but wadever wad is done is done nothing can chage wad is already done yes it sure sucks but wad the hell can i do abt it.... i will just have to work harder and push myself even more ... i just have to

i just did not want to stay at home on that day .... felt really crappy... i was the a wonderful brightlight blub and lampost for hx and vin... sry dudes.... when to the suki ramen to eat and found out that hx holds the chopstick really weirdly... lol ... hanged around till abt 6.30 at town then when to hope center and send hx and the other gang to the tuition ... after they all when for their class ... i am vin was left alone ... so i decided to visit aunty susan ... who was in glenegles hospital, i felt so sad when i saw her cause i always remembered her as a feisty lady and now to see her in a hospital bed all skinny just broke my heart ... i pray that she will get better fast...after visiting her when back to peace centre and met them ... took the train back home ...

sat

i when to meet pam so happy that she got into singapore dance theater .... be the best ya can be ok ...

sunday

when to church , had had lunch after that then came home straight...

life is so dam monotonous....... i need some colour ... thank ya God for frens esp hid and gang ... i really dont knoe how my life would be with out them....

you peeps make living worth it

the war begins (part one)

finally the day has come to resume my blogging the long awaited reply is finally here ... thank you . ok now back to my typing .... the pure and mighty being has tagged on my blog sayin

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1)
reave
u r SICK!!yaya..u r saint.the most perfect 1..god..that's what u want right..the 1 with no mistake,1 who only blame..come on.
2)
reave
u're CHILDISH
.if dun lyk u sae it to my face den.nt weeks later- u gotta get his pirorties right..and who the hell r u to scold me..u ain't any better..that all u can do scold n scold..
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reply for tag 1)

the prince has spoken ,may i ask in wad way am i sick mister do you even knoe the meaning of the word sick ... wow you sound so much like yourself the one supreme being which is always rite .i admit i am far from perfection ... but that cant be said of you rite ... anywhere in my blog did i state that i would want to be raised to the level of a god ..... nah i don remember by any chance . and for your information i did not blame you in this entry .. i was just stating your character . never did i blame ya for it.... i accept the fact that i am flawed but i cant say the same about ya ....

reply for tag 2)

i am childish ... no i don agree i am child like there is a difference you knoe. an di completely don get wad ya mean about me sayin it to your face and not weeks later ... i catch no ball of wad ya tryin to say ... and wad is it abt getting my priorities rite , i believe i have mine all in place . and please you consider that entry as scolding , you gotta be jokin i stated very clearly that they were my rants and at the end i wrote that it was also a tribute ... why would i want to scold ya . it is not as if that it would work and also it would be a complete waste of my time . all i do is scold and scold ... what am i MAD ...

ENTRY ENDS HERE
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when to mama's house for a steam boat dinner and the best part we could see the tails of the fire works from her balcony it was wonderful mama realy knows how to throw a party ...super cool lady mama you rock jing yi you too . thanks for inviting me ... really enjoyed myself

i did not have time to blog abt our class winning the most patriotic class competition 2nd year hands down .... my class just rocks thanks to the ommitted ppl such as mag and team and eksiong and team you ppl just rock... see ya on school on thursday ... take care peeps

a message to chee woon

this entry would be pure rants abt him

to chee woon AkA ex-buddy

finally found out that ya got a blog... wow interesting i wonder wad you would be writing in it ...hmm let me guess how patethic you are and how the world is against you .. and how you are little mister misunderstood... pls la ... you aint that great and pure , all i see in you is pure dirt... gosh can a person get so low... and that word is just an understatment..

i cant believe that you yourself don get wad you did wrong ... and i expected you to find out and just tell me that you were sorry ... but that i knoe would never happen .. cause that is just so above you rite..!! and in most of your entry you are sayin that you will not change ... and that we should accept the way you are or just get lost / move away.... if you cant get where i am going this is one of the many reasons you are always left alone....

and don protray yourself as the person who is always hurt ... in the act of making your other frens happy .... gosh please who are you kidding ... tryin to earn sympathy from your peers .. the part which i cant comprehend is the fact that you don get wad you did and have no idea wad you did wrong ...

a thing that you did that i will never forgive is the fact that when i sent ya a sms askin if ya have studied you replied in a way that was just pure painful... you replied sayin are you reassuring yourself or is this genuine concern .... it might have been nothing to you but do you knoe that statement hurt me alot ... wad ever gave you the thought that i am going to step on your head and rise to the top .... that really hurt me alot ... and knoe since that this once beautiful friendship is OVER . i am not worried sayin this out loud... pls la you have hurt me so so much and this is one of the many incident where you have hurt me... i gave in so much to you and you had your ways i never questioned you .... but when i read your blog ... arr so much anger i felt in my veins

a prelude first ... since the humans(for the history student) remedial was before poa remedial our teacher mr soh pushed the remedial to a later time slot ... but being me i did not go for that class ... but when i came home .... i was reprimanded by chee woon , and there he was trying to make me understand his point of view , but chee woon you don get the fact that when you are putting forth your idea you should stop and listen to wad others are sayin ... if you don want to accept then we cant force ya , but ya have to give others a chance to air their views

quote from " http://happyreave.blogspot.com/ " his blog

after that was poa lesson and went home straight...letting ppl to understand a problem ended up that i am the 1 at fault.well.. i have no denied and accept my fault if there is gracefully but he can't find his..hmm..i dont care le.let this fade away without being notice bah.

so now you are telling me that i am not graceful enough ...please not to boast but i think that i have been gracious enough to your sinful existance ...

there is a breaking point for every human and you have made me found mine
thank you for that ... i now knoe how it feels to be truly hurt ... it is true as the sayin goes " a person's bark can be worse than his bite "

another entry which i would like to comment on is

It's your choice to accept or reject for who i am.I know a person who i had regarded as best friend,so did him.however,the things that he do i accepted,the sorrow i had cleared.however i am not people's guardian angle,neither am i a person who can take all the sorrows.everytime i helped people i had to take another chuck of sorrow.I ain't perfect.I can't take them all.I am this weak.This is me and i am not hiding it.

do you knoe how contradicting ya ca be ... in the earlier part of this entry you were rambling of loneliness and now you say this ... gosh go and get your head checked up dude ... pls it is for your own good... i don knoe if this best fren ya talking abt in this extract is abt me ... but if it pls the bolded sentence makes me sick, and one thing before i forget if someones says that you are a nice person he/she obviously does not knoe you or have been hurt by you ...
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message to chee woon
the tribute ends here ... and if ya want to knoe more come and ask me personally ok...

i treated ya like a brother and this is wad i got ... you have made me lose my trust in the word friendship and truly understanding another person beside yourself...
god have mercy on your soul

i will resume writing on a later date

sunburn

the whole of last week was fun ...... expect for school ...
sat was extra fun as i got to go to sentosa with mama and gang...it was really one heck of a time .... the sun, the, sand and the sea.... ok not too much of sun though ... there was like a huge storm when we were there ... and for the first time in my life i got to see rain approach the shore ... it was like nothing i have seen before ... we scrambled took all over stuff and ran for cover at the beach pub . the staff was frantic trying to close the place down . i was put charge to look after the bucket of ' flyin sarong ' ( real name 'sarong fly') find mine better though . i really poured big time ... ppl were running from all direction tryin to seek cover at that really small pub... felt as if we were in the movie 'storm'

after about 1/2 hrs the rain stopped . the ppl left and everthing when back to normal... could not play in the see doctors instuctions . sorry i did not play with you guys dude... he told me at least 2 days .... i am mama were sitting at the bar drinking shot after shots of sarong fly and after that we opened a bottle of wine. wolfblast ' carbernet savinion ' vintage 2003 was ok la ... only i mama and melvyn drank... 3 of us finished a bottle cool rite ... after a while we all washed up and headed for singapore polo club were we drank more wine but this time was a really good one a 1998 vintage ... that was like so shiok to drink... thanks mama ... she also ordered lots of food . mama also opened a bottle of champane costing a wopping $128 .... we chatted and then she drove us to dino's . my mum loves the pastry from there ... it is really good ... some where near thomson plaza i think ... had dinner there i had their lasksa ... yum yum the she drove me back ... thanks mama and gang for making my day so wonderful ... thanks a million you guys... luv ya to bits

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ms ho declared monday a school holiday since the cultural nite was a success...( huh ) but as good boonlayians we shold take this to our advantage . we planned a trip to "island life i love it" sentosa yes part two ... this time was with my classmates...

the ppl who when was
moomoo aka mel
chicky aka kaman
love novel aka seha
vin disel aka alvin
sourgal aka huixian
monkey aka teck chye ( he won the bb match wad a surprise)
theodor and many more

met another group of boonlayians there at the beach my darling daughter julien and gang ... saw denise and ming hoe was also there.. ppl might not believe it but i piggy backed wendy teo... we had so much fun ... never met a gal who raved so much abt sexual intercourse ... lol lol came to the mrt station .... and meet 2 interesting characters from mongolia ... but that is a whole different story... off to rest now ...
i also had an interesting conversation with an asshole ... arrr i hate that fucker

came back to school today and saw several roasted pigs ... those who are them should knoe who they are ... so take care ok.... look after your skin.... and remember moisturizer...ok

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