last day of school

today was kinda the last day of officially planned school lesson.... the feeling was really weird seriously.... kinda painful andi also felt as if something was sitting on my chest , even writing this entry seem so difficult... i feel as if a flood gate has just opened.... all sort of memories are just flowing through my head now... all the time that i spent in boon lay sec sch... all not good though but they are all memories...sure there are the sweet ones too , which always overpower the uglier ones...

it just feels it was yesterday that i entered that school . the fear of being in a whole new environment, the fear of making new frens ,the fear of change, the fear of not being accepted, the fear of not being able to cope ( academics/physical/emotional/social) arr and a million other foolish thing . which now i can laugh them off...

yes life in boon lay was hard at first ... but isnt everything.... making new frens /fighting with them/ patching back all the different faces of friendship .... the first time i failed in a subject ... eee i still remember that day i was cryin so hard and afraid to go home... thank GOD for supportive parents.

1/4 , 2/4 , 3/3 , 4/3 , and finally 5na1

so many many frens have i made over the years all the memories that we have carved on stone most of them will fade in time to come but i am very sure i will never forget all the time i spent with my wonderful classmates . my sweet sweet darlings whom life in sec sch would be a bore ... we have been in the smae class for 3 years not most of the for 5 yrs though ... but the time does not matter , i sure did make excellent frens and would never trade them for anything in the world....

time spent with my dearies... sec 3 camp , national day most patriotic class winners 2 yrs running ( 2004 , 2005 ) and syf, bb matches , holiday inn lunch, sentosa trips where mel so really burnt ... still remember ( fried moo moo )and trips to town... countless shopping trips and racial harmony day , and yes there was grad nite where the everyone in the class was drop dead gorgeous ...

i withness something painfull today ... i saw all the memories of 5 na1 bundled up in blue sheets being thrown away... the sight was so so so so so so so time a zillion times painful....but like all good things this must also come to a end... i don want ever to wake up from this dream... here everything is just fine the way i want it... i hate change i don want change... and there was once someone who told me this " the only thing constant in life is change " very through we just have to suck it up ., pull our tummies in and continue walking...

i don knoe wad i want to do after my o levels .... i am so afraid ... i need comfort so bad... i need ______ ...


nostalgic daniel over and out....

banished

prom nite

thursday was just purely magical ... never knew boon lay secondary school could throw such a wonderful well planned party ever... it was vava-voom.... it started off a little blen but as soon as dinner was over theparty began .... there we played a weird version of bingo... and theband played " project peanuts and amber and me" they were alrite ... amber and me sure stole the spot light .... we also were able to select the prawn i mean prom king and queen .... han xian and durga won.... they had complete support of the 5 na... i believe the 5 na students are an extra ordinary batch of ppl . perfect in everyway and no one is more united then us ... even if we have our differences we work then out . and i was in a state of photo frenzy ... i took pics of everything.....

everybody was decked out in their best ... there were some who spend big bucks on the way they look esp in my class . the gals most of them looked wonderful... never knew alicia had the goth sprit in her ... and anna she looked stunning in her dress ... for the first time at least a whole new side of her. mong hong it is the first time i saw her in a dress.... mel and wan er no word can describe....

the guys ... ek sinong talior made suit was nice in ivory, the bballers all wore long sleeve and our dear kamal th leader of the kassim team was in all black with his bling bling.... htet win and i wore the same kind of jacket he bought his in queensway i both mine in paragon... arrr... he paid half the price for it i was so so conned ... but it looks nice so wad the heck...love it all the more

when the dance floor was opened it was total madness ... all the jumping screaming and loving was so so so cool .... nic and i were shakking our boody to techno and house beats ... and it was just wild .... loved it so much i invited mdm suzila to dance she sure can shake ... another side of her i have never seen.... but like all good things the party had to end ... but being the 5/1 we are ... we had an after party at k box were we boozed a bit ... found out that some ppl cant hold liquor at all ... lol ...

took a cab back ... with alvin and sock ping.... reached home abt 2 and when to school abt 10 the next day ... a self declared half day off

here are some pics of the night.......

























thats all for now... i will sure miss my frens alot... they are all life wires...