its over for now .... but yucks ...

prelims are finally over ... good or bad news i do not knoe how to judge ... but all i knoe is that apitizer is over and that the main course is ever so nearing ... cant wait for desert though .... ok this makes me sound so hungry... figurative speech....

ok enough with that today the last prelim paper was over and done with .... it was ok not too bad.. one grp of ppl are telling me that the prelim is used as a gauge of how i will doing for my o level , the other grp is telling me that the prelim is way harder than the o level .... wad should i believe ... so so so confused

i have found out that i am completely clueless abt wad i want to do in the future ... i feel that i have a calling to go into the business feild , but i always wanted to work with ppl and possibly change their life ...but is that wad i really one ... wad do i want i have no idea at all
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something that interest me now is the cindy sheehan
i when to her website http://www.truthout.org/cindy.shtml

an extract from that page

The president says he feels compassion for me, but the best way to show that compassion is by meeting with me and the other mothers and families who are here. Our sons made the ultimate sacrifice and we want answers. All we're asking is that he sacrifice an hour out of his five-week vacation to talk to us, before the next mother loses her son in Iraq.

-- Cindy Sheehan, Camp Casey, Crawford, Texas

i feel so sad for this woman all she is trying to do is to find answers and why is she still protesting is bcos she has not got her answers yet . why cant the government answer her , she with several other mothers wad they want- PEACE . is it too much to ask .... is the love of peace a sin . if it is why . so many questions so so so little answers.... the song ' where is the love' by black eye peas comes to mind


Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other,
deny thy brotherA war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret,
it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know)

Where's the love, y'all

where is the truth behind all this... most importantly where is the love behind all this , the world is going to be beyond redemtion. the only way we can stop this is by praying and have faith in the almighty GOD , and the used to be powerful word 'peace' . throughout ages people have been fighting for peace . so many generation have died and passed on but has the world ever been in peace . NO wad is the reason behind this ... we should find for peace in ourlife time or our existance is worthless.....

a message to the matrys who have died in the name of peace .... your death will not be in vain ....

wad is wrong with this world

WAD IS WRONG WITH THIS WORLD THAT WE ARE LIVING IN
i read this article in the the todays news paper that disturbed me terriblely




The price of peace

I was terribly disturbed when I read the article on the todays newspaper ( 28 sept o5 ) pg 18. the article was on the arrestment of an anti iraq war campaigner Cindy Sheehan ( a mother whoses son died for war )with 370 other peace activists outside the white house when they were protesting . it was a peaceful demonstration and yes these people were warned not to continue. And it is obvious why they continued to protest .- it is because nothing was done about it .

America in my view is a country that preaches peace , and yes a brother and friend to all the countries in the world . to se your fellow brother get hurt in war , seeing all the heartache that war has caused and all the destruction that has happened is very disheartening .and not forgetting the cost both of life/money


The last estimate of how much the war cost

The War in Iraq Costs the United States

$197,472,380,708

Instead, we could have fully funded global anti-hunger efforts for
8
years
The Cost of War calculator is set to reach $204.6 billion at the end of fiscal year 2005 (September 30, 2005).

so much more could be done to help improve the world but the money exhausted on war deprived the world the privilege of going to greater heights. Has not America done enough , it has got rid of the tyrant leader saddam Hussein she has also set up a new government in iraq and also reduced any chance of a civil war . what more is there and even if there is why not do it from home soil ( America ) why must the military still stay on in iraq .

we must never forget the blood that has been spilled due to this war . nothing ever good has come out of a war before .there might be some better changes but the end result would be the same death and loss both of property and most importantly life
BAGHDAD, Iraq (CNN) -- Four U.S. troops died in Iraq on Tuesday 7th September 2005 , bringing the total of Americans killed in the 18-month-old war to 1,002.
According to a CNN tally, 1,129 coalition troops from 15 nations have died in Iraq
This means that more than 2000 families have lost their loved ones to the war .so many man , woman and children have died in this war .why continue the war even after seeing all the harms it has caused .




Stop the War in Iraq
We advocate fundamental changes in U.S. policy in Iraq that will bring out troops home safely and quick AND promote the creation of a sovereign and peaceful Iraq.
The wisest course for the U.S. in the war in Iraq is to promptly initiate a phased withdrawal of troops and unequivocally declare it has no intentions of maintaining a long-term military presence. The Administration should announce a plan to end the occupation that includes target dates for troop withdrawal as well as how it will meet economic and military objectives. To serve both U.S. and Iraq's best interests, the U.S. must transform its military occupation into an Iraqi-led, regionally backed, and internationally supported effort to achieve stability and a representative government. A phased, total troop withdrawal in the near term is an essential first step.



War is never inevitable . I believe it is a choice ,both to those who start it and those who want to end it . isn’t world peace what the world is looking for .what the world needs now is peace and for all the death to end .



this is just my rant sorry us government or any other if offended





http://www.winwithoutwarus.org/html/new.html#theylied
http://costofwar.com/index-world-hunger.html
http://www.cnn.com/2004/WORLD/meast/09/07/iraq.main/

poa paper and the up coming PROM

15 october everybody seems to be fuzzing over it .... everybody seem to be fussing over wad to wear ....

(Gals)
where to buy their clothes and how their hair should be, wad shoes to wear with which handbag , ear rings ,makeup the ever endless list for gals .... this is for the gals

(Guys)
it so easy being a guy ... a pair of pants , a shirt ( short/long sleeves) , jacket - optional ... and yes shoes ... and maybe clay/wax for the armani/spike look

i am happy i am all prepared got my clothes




a full view of wad i am going to wear

the highlight how ever would be my jacket at least for me it is






the pocket rocks


stripes and checks


a back view of it


topman rock the band so rocks


classic straight cut codoroy jeans in dark black
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yesterday amul came to my house to celebrate his bdae

the pics of his cake





daniel out
tomolo is poa paper 2 wad the hell am i doing here

yesterday we when out to celebrate darrens birthday it sure has been a long time since the last time i when out with the gang to booze .... it was sure very fun . though there was stuff said that was very hurting to me ... but i don think i am going to take it to heart . cause i knoe there is sumthing called retribution and all these ppl will get wad they deserve ... trying to be nonchalent

pics that i took yesterday

we had so so so much fun


ah cai and me


the three dudes


china dollies


darren and his tongue


darrens b dae cake


jing yi with her pearly whites


the s.H.e crowd


xinyi and me "clueless

img src="http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y211/sdanielraj/darren%20birthday%20cele/DSCN1643.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com">
the drink that almost killed darren


cool set up rite and it that then flambaed

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though my feeling were a bit hurt it all does not matter . i had had and the ppl did even though at my expense so wad the heck so be it... cant wait for this darn prelims to be over i need a break from life

preliminary examinations

it sure has been some time since i last blogged so i thought it was high time i did so ...

the exams sure started of suckyly .... i officially screwed up my chemistry practical. for one when i bubbled the mixture through limewater i did not get my god forsaken ppt ... arrr and i think i wrote rubbish for conclusions... the only up side was the physics pratical which was darn easy...

so far i have done

mother tongue paper 1 (have hope)
mother tongue paper 2 ( have hope)(comprehesion suck)
english paper 1 ( have hope )
english paper 2 ( ok but summary screw up )
maths paper 1 ( graphs / ......) *blur*
social studies ( alrite except for source base question C )
chemistry paper 3 ( screw moles)
physics paper 2 ( F=ma , w=mg ) eeeee
poa paper 1 (confirm lost 10 marks)

papers to be taken

history
maths paper 2
poa paper 2

as u can see i still need lots of brush up ... thank God i did not realise it to late .... now i have to put in complete concentration in wad i do , in order to succeed...

there is still so much revision to do ... and my father is the sweetest man in the whole wide world... he bought me what wad i wanted ... and the best part is that i did not ask him for it nor hint him... write more abt it after my prelims....

thats all for now
back to glue my ass on my books...

i feel good

i have never felt better in my life before ... all wad i want i now i believe i have ( for now that is ) i got my clothes for prom ... yes after a bit of haggling with my mum to give me more money to buy my clothes ... i am now the proud owner or a coboroy jeans and a glen mavacini jacket ... arr this is so cool thank you jackie jang you are like the best personal shopper in the world ... i never though dressing up could be this much fun but it sure has its hindside . the cost but why borther abt that now ... sry mum i will pay ya back when i start working....

it is true wad she said preparation for prom cost more than the ticket itself... this is so so true

the past few days included studyin ( bits ) the spa at city square ... lots of dining and several trips to my grandma's place and i am proud to announce that i completed my first course of anti biotics in my life ... i usually forget or don give a dam abt after the 3rd day ... but this time no i completed it ...

i love the ppl around me so much esp my family and my jtps rockers which include hid , salah , mel, rashid , mah lin yang ... and so many more .... the world is a better place becos of you peeps ... i really miss boozing with mama and gang ... miz them so so much ...

i need to concentrate on my studies and really put in my all into studyin ... that is my goal and that is wad i need rite now.... if my muse is reading this come to me dear ... i love you to bits ... off to watch a bit of tv then back to the books ...

arrr bks bks bks bks bks bks bks bks bks bks bks bks bks bks bks .....
STRESSED

i am strong that is wad i should remind myself , at least that is wad i am tryin to think. i when for my wisdom tooth extraction today. the pain is beyond believe the pain is now not only in my mouth but now in my ear head and my throat the pain ... is like FUCK

but i just have to go through with it .... i would not want to put my other teeth at risk . the dentist told me if i do not remove it my other tetth will go zig zag... i really would not want that to happen to me ... so i agreed to the surgery . it sure did not hurt during the the 'op' but not it hurts like fuck .... i am trying to put the pain out of my mind... listening to real loud techno and blogging with the pain killers it is a perfect combo to the start the one week sept holidays/intense study session

nothing much happen this week , not much of school very little outings and lots of stoning at home.... aiyo i really need to study ... i need to study but where do i start ... i think i can figure out history , social studies , and combi science ... but wad abt maths i just suck in it... but it is unlike of me to give up that easily so i will press on and i will be fruitful ...-i hope

how am i going to spend this week ... lets see wait for my swelling to go down , do lots of studying and maybe a go for a massage ... i really need one ...

till later and still in pain
signing off
Daniel