absolution

i am lying on my bed now and after the longest time i have feel that the time has come to blog again.yet after a super long haitus i am back and yes i am an unofficial graduate of singapore poly . have i done it ? have i made it ? only time will tell ...

wad have learnt in the last 3 years

frends choose them wisely or else you will regret it at least till your 3 yrs are up. choose your group mates wisely and always communicate . put your differences aside cos it aint helpin anyone and at the end of the day it is you that feels miserable.

give and take thats it something which i have to master . always know that you will never receive as much as you give out EVER let it be love or money... and always put on your heart guard as you will never know when you will get hurt and when you do it softens the blow.

you do not need a army of frens to survive . a couple of good frens trumps a million aquaintances anytime .

emotionally have i grown hmm .

have i ?

one thing which i have learnt is that i am and forever will be my bestest fren and that should be the case for each and everyone. you have to look after yourself the most yes screw self-sacrifice the guy that came up with that bullshit is dead.... each man for himself ( that the creed )

and let it be ... i have a fren who has so much shit running in life but her attitude to life is a big let it be .. aint that fantastic if only everyone could be like that would the world be an amazing place

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i have been listening to some songs and would like to share some snipets with ya

i'm here ( the colour purple )

I'M GONNA TAKE A DEEP BREATH
.GONNA HOLD MY HEAD UP.
GONNA PUT MY SHOULDERS BACK
,AND LOOK YOU STRAIGHT IN THE EYE.
I'M GONNA FLIRT WITH SOMEBODY
WHEN THEY WALK BY.I'M GONNA SING OUT .
.
.SING OUT.I BELIEVE I HAVE INSIDE OF ME
EVERYTHING THAT I NEED TO LIVE A BOUNTIFUL LIFE.
WITH ALL THE LOVE ALIVE IN ME
I'LL STAND AS TALL AS THE TALLEST TREE.AND I'M
THANKFUL FOR EVERYDAY THAT I'M GIVEN,
BOTH THE EASY AND HARD ONES I'M LIVIN'.BUT MOST OF ALL
I'M THANKFUL FOR
LOVING WHO I REALLY AM.
I'M BEAUTIFUL
.YES, I'M BEAUTIFUL,
AND I'M HERE.

its really powerful worlds and i wish i could adopt it in my life

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HIbgFc9TLaY

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wad have i done since i graduated ...

partyin boozin lazing around aint proud of it but ... wtheck

i am going to phuket from the 24th to 27th
and would be staying at the grand mecure patong five min from the beach...


cant wait... updates soon ...