dawning

it has finally dawned on me - that this 8 mths of waiting will define just one moment in my life , the day i enlist into the army

it didnt dawn on me of the changes it will bring to me and my life style . the challenges i am going to face - the torment and agony of being fried under the sun - hey who am i kidding i have no idea what NS life is gonna be like for me... so many mixed reaction and comments for people who when through it , and like most things in life the reviews are mixed .

so say NS was the defining moment in their life - where they started to see things clearer ,where they said they met people from all walks of life and that their lifes were never the same - some unbreakable bonds were created while serving and that the core values of the SAF was with them forever and governed their lifes


Loyalty to Country

to think about it i am a very loyal person to my country - i hate it when anyone talks ill of it - hmm but will i give my life up for it hmm - lets wait and see

Leadership

i think i am a good leader - i dont see myself in a very authocratic stand point of view and neither am i laissez-faire i guess i am moderatly democratic and i take pride in whatever i do may it be leading a team in a discussion , teaching or selling Ice cream.

Discipline

hmm that i can work on

Professionalism

what i am thought i will try to do my level best - without complaining hmm that might be a little difficult , either way i will do my best

Fighting Spirit

i have lived with chronic pain for almost half of my life - i am one heck of a fighter aint nothing gonna break me down - i will count my fucking blessing if i have to but i am gonna fight fight fuck fight if i have to ( boy i feel good blogging )

Ethics

personal conduct should be second nature to me at least that what they are trying to teach me - you cant teach ethics you might be able to brand it onto skin but thats about it , it ends there nothing much ya can do abt it... you are either born with it or without it - period

Care for Soldiers

for the people who know me - knows that i take great pride in my friends and i am feircely territorial and i am anal about it . caring of anything that i can do... and i know i will do it well


theses is a before i enter ns and written with my current state of mine - the pure unadulterated version of what is going on in my mind.

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so far thank GOD for frens who say its gonna be fun and ns is gonna be an adventure and i bloody hell hope so - i guess i am one of the most perpared enlistee ever

i have sourced out enough information on what i am gonna go through the things i need and what to expect - darn i even know how i should pack my darn locker.

thank GOD for my cousin who gave me survival tips abt ns and rashid / kenneths constant encouragement - at times i fucking thing i am going over board with this...

fuck how bad can NS be - every guy i know have been through it and came out fine - and most of all it i can go through 2 weeks with out tramadol and function like a fucking normal human being i am FUCKING AMAZING

DONT BELIEVE ME THATS YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS

LIVE LIFE LOVE LIFE AND FUCK LIKE THERES NO TOMORROW

CHEERIOS