interesting email

hiya peeps i received a mail from a fren of mine abt personality and its relations to the first alphabet or zodiac sign . and mine was freakyly TRUE

Does your name begin with: D

Once you get it into your head that you want someone, you move full Steam ahead in your suit. You do not give up your quest easily. You are nurturing and caring. If someone has a problem, this turns you on. You are highly passionate, loyal, and intense in your involvement's, sometimes possessive and jealous. You are very sharp & talented often with sense of humour. When people bother to look deep inside they cannot resist what they see. You are stimulated by the eccentric and unusual, having a free and open attitude.

Does your name begin with: S

For you, it is pleasure before business. You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and is capable of much sensuality. But you never loose control of your emotions. Once you make the commitment you stick like glue. You could get jealous and possessive. You tend to be very selfish often regarding yourself as the only human being on the planet.. You like being the centre of attention. You are very caring sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. Turned on by soft lights, romantic thoughts. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role, or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the rightperson to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind nature & sweet which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.

APRIL

Active and dynamic
Decisive and haste but tends to regret
Attractive and affectionate to oneself
Strong mentality
Loves attention
Diplomatic
Consoling
Friendly and solves people's problems
Brave and fearless
Adventurous Loving and caring Suave and generous
Emotional
Revengeful
Aggressive
Hasty
Good memory
Moving Motivate oneself and the others
Sickness usually of the head and chest
Easily get too jealous

Taurus Turn ons

Stability and dependability characterize Taurus. They like people who can blend and grow with them. If you have a Taurus partner you should appreciate all things bright and beautiful. They have an inherent artistic sense and are fond of color and music. Judge the life with them from purely materialistic point of view. Enjoy everything luxurious that money can provide. Enjoy good food (better if you can cook to please them) and good drinks with them.

Turn offs Taurus

is very slow to anger (in fact you may spend the whole life with them and still no spark) but you should not push your luck too much. Being unreasonable or aggressive with them may get you into trouble. Do not press him into a corner and if you do be prepared for a violent rage. Taurus is capable of violent outbursts though this is on very rare occasions. If you have a roving eye forget it because Taurus have can take the cake when it comes to being possessive. They can be suffocating when being possessive about you.

all the bolded parts are of wad i think describes me .... if ya spot anything that i did not not bold ... tag me oki... miss ya

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EXAMs ARE OVER
enuf said one year down 2 more to go...

listening to the song beautiful by christina . that is song is just so perfect . i think everyone should listen to it and reflect upon the lyrics .and give it a chance to speak to you

breaking away

Hiya peeps has been sometime since I last blogged . school has started and I am so not hyped about it . somehow I am still in my holiday mood and I so not interested in school. I have no idea wad am I doing with my life . I have so many questions and so little answers. Why must life be such a drag . I want to travel the word , I wanna have bread in France and coffee in brazil sushi and japan and xiao long boa in china nasi lemak in msia and green curry in Thailand……

Oki I am sure while reading this you all must think I am such a pig talking about food in a time like this . but it is experience . thinking about it , it has been almost a year since I am been helping out at bk and the people there are lovely and are so nice to me. Wad more can I ask for when I have frens like them . they have been bothered to actually ask me how I have been and if I need help when the people who I thought actually care did not bother at all. Life is such a boring routine I wanna break out of it . I wanna breakaway ( totally know who Kelly felt when she sand the song )

Grew up in a small townAnd when the rain would fall downI just stared out my windowDreaming of what could beAnd if I'd end up happyI would pray (I would pray) Trying not to reach outBut when I'd try to speak outFelt like no one could hear meWanted to belong hereBut something felt so wrong hereSo I pray (I would pray)I could breakaway

[Chorus:]I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to flyI'll do what it takes til' I touch the skyI'll make a wish Take a chance Make a changeAnd breakawayOut of the darkness and into the sunBut I won't forget all the ones that I lovedI'll take a riskTake a chance Make a changeAnd breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breezeSleep under a palm treeFeel the rush of the oceanGet onboard a fast train Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)And breakaway [Chorus]

Buildings with a hundred floorsSwinging around revolving doorsMaybe I don't know where they'll take me butGotta keep moving on, moving onFly away, breakaway I'll spread my wingsAnd I'll learn how to flyThough it's not easy to tell you goodbyeI gotta take a risk Take a chanceMake a changeAnd breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sunBut I won't forget the place I come fromI gotta take a riskTake a chance Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

This is how I feel . all I want is for you to talk to me . be with me ,help me and_____ me

To my darling you know who you are . it aint over till the fat lady sings … take care

a brand new yr

hiya peeps this would be the first blog entry for the new yr. but i think i should tie up some lose ends for the last year so i would be able to put it all behind me. to tell ya the truth this entry is inspired by mel by secondary classmate.

2006 has been a rather tuff year for me . so many horrid memories about people i totally hate, but something my aunt told me made me realise that the energy i put into hating someone is a complete waste . i should channel my energy to improving my live not destorying it. so i have made up my mind .and this is wad i wanna say " I FORGIVE ALL THOSES THAT HAVE HURT ME " I am in peace with myself . and i am deeply sorry for hurting you thats if i did .... thats abt it for the bad.a note to someone - i don have to explain to you anything the decisions i make are my business who the fug are you , i will do wad i want ....

THE BLESSING

thank God for everything good and beautiful. God has blessed me with a group of ppl that will be the envy of many. and thanks hid for introducing me to BKTG ( basic knowledge training group for thoses who don know wad it it ) my saturdays will never be same , every saturday a new challenge. the volunteers there are the major driving force for me to keep going back. andy and fanhan and hweihwei kelvin you are my driving force . thanks so much and a special thanks to fanhan who met me and talked to me and held my hand literally when i needed someone to be there for me. there is actually alot that i want to pour out but i have not found a person who will not judge me and accept me for the way i am . am i asking for to much . and the best part abt bktgians is that they are like a big family and they all love and look after me. how perfect can that get .ben has made me go back to the gym something i thought i will never do ever .. but i did a full body pump session which left me sore fore the next 6 days...

i just love my jtps fren they have known me for more than 13 yrs now. the frenship from the bud of innocence. will last for ever... love ya peeps

school has been a whole different game. the flase fronts have made its mark, the cliques have been established .and if you are not in one ... too bad. frens are not wad they seem . some are lovable and some can be a pain in the rectum . cant blame it human nature to err.projects and test are piling up . good team mates are impt .

family
my relationship with my family is still rather strain... i feel like a stranger at home . how i wish at times i could escape into my own little world where nobody shouts or talks too loud . how i wish i could live in a castle in a cloud . i am starting to love my sister even more now. but i still cant get use to her legendary lorry driving skills. lorries and gals wad a horrid combi... but she seems to love it . who am i to judge . i love my mum and dad. my maternal granny seems to be the only normal preson in my whole extended family . the rest are just either poor wack jobs or rich crackpots...

myself
now when ppl ask me out for a drink the next questions that pops into my mind would be wad kind. thats so totally wrong...to cut down on drinking and start to deal with the biggest problem of my life MYSELF . to spend less -save more money .i will never allow myself to be hurt once again

my resolutions for the year/to do list before 07 ends would be

to learn not to hate and embrace life
find a Good fren
study harder than before
let go a bunch or frens
climb KKB and annapurana
lose weight
*the rest are personal
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do read wad i write but don discuss mylife i hate that and don ask me questions abt wad i blog i hate that most .... and please do tag after you read a simple hi would mean a lot to me

i have a whole year ahead of me I WILL NOT FAIL THIS TIME

i wish i could be your fren again ________