chiangmai

yippy my trip is confirmed i will be in the mountains of chiang mai from 7 sept to 16 sept and guess who is going with me . " the ultra last min khaki queen her majesty AUDREY " this is so crazy i just told her that i was gonna go to chiang mai and live in a village and she agreed to go and she looked the air line ticket straight away how cool is that .

things that i look forward to -

no mummy for 10 days
freedom
nature
padi feilds
mountains
fresh air
fun
shopping
elephant rides

things that i dread

no aircon
no comfy beds
no hot water for baths
no internet
mud
dirt

ar wad did i get myself into anybody wanna send me off ... lol
just jokin

i really cant wait arrrrrrrr

i am so excited
i have yet to get a bag
wad should i pack for my ten day trip
toiletries i have not prepared my materials for the trip
the stories i am going to say

iamsonotpreparedwadamigonnadothisiisdrivingmebonkerssomeonehelpme

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my pics are taking forever to load will post them another day

fun week

its has been the first week of my break . my mum is complaining that sp is giving to many breaks . i dont seem to be complaining wonder why she seem so agitated over it ...lol. monday was spent cleaning up my room its a wonder how fast junk builds. i felt that i just cleaned my room just like a month ago but it all seemed to build up so so so fast. i threw away like 2 bags of garbage . the best part is that i use my room only for sleeping and changing . beside that i am always on my daddy s bed watchin tv or in the hall watching tv thank God for the labtop/wireless connection now everything is mobile . i can surf the net when ever i want ever i want.

when to shop at jb with my aunt and cousins was so fun hanging out there . we had lunch there at maduras the food was excellent . i desprately needed a pair of sneakers . when to shop at kotaraya couldnt find anything i like . so we all when to city square but before that we had road side chendol it tasted so good i have always wonder wad was it that made roadside food taste so good some ppl might thing it is unsafe and all .you don know wad ya missin out peeps... i looked around for my sneakers for a while didnt see anything till i reached the4th floor . it is just like the annex is heeren but bigger and cheaper and yes i am now the proud new owner of a pair of quicksliver sneakers size us 10.5 . shopping overseas is easy all thanks to mastercard ...lol we passed by an arcade there . all excited and all my cousins and me taught my aunt how to play the daytona car racing game, she was officially hooked we had to practically pull her away from the wheel . had fried ice cream and rice balls and nasi lemak at the cafe before we left for singpore stuffing our pockets with hookies and chewing gum

we met pat and vin at sun plaza got sumee and sugee 21st bdae celebration dresses sumee's is cream with beads while sugee's one is a beautiful purple tube top dress... cant wait anymore pat and me are in charge on invites and deco cant wait 7 more weeks yipeee

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when with mummy and pinny for the dinosaur exibition at the science centre was super cool got to see sue the t rex up close and personal . she is one preety dinosaur wonder how she look like if she was with flesh .hanged around there for abt 2 hrs then when to the science centre the exibition is at the annex ... so the lighting show took some pictures will post them up soon the power of energy it was excellent ... loved it . we reache there at abt 10.30 left that place abt 4 .30 .. when for lunch at jurong east ...

dead beat now .... gonna snooze now hopefully gonna to towner to see my babies tomolo cant wait lol...

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you don control my life and if ya think i am sorry forget it ok FORGET IT

tuesday's with morrie

have ya ever wondered wad will happen during the days closer to your death . how will you react to death. wad is your outlook of life . why are we afraid of talking about topics that actually means alot to living life. why are we not talking about the beauty and darkness of live. we should forgive everyone not later but now

'' we are too afraid to love as we are too afraid to lose the one we love "

a quote from the movie tuesdays with morrie

so far in my 18 plus yrs of my life no movie has touched me the way 'tuesdays with morrie ' did . i has reached the depths of my soul and has touched me in places that no emotions has ever lingered . is it too hard to believe that a movie can touch your the very depths of your soul ...i am almost always choked in tears when i watch this movie

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morrie had so much courage even when he knew he was dying he had such a positive out look of life. a quote from him was 'only when ya know how to die will ya know how to live 'we should dedicate our lives to loving even the ones ya hate . everyone in the world should know abt his life . his affection his courage his inner strenght his wisdom and also in the excellence of how he lead his life . wad a waste that i could not meet him

we should talk abt

love
death
marriage
education
dependancy
life
regrets
pride
vanity
hardness of the heart
reflections


i have to reflect alot on wad had happened /happening in my life

if you are on your deathbed and you are granted one day of good health wad would ya wish for ?

this are all my random thought and before anyone goes around saying i am suicidal - please no way i have all my life to live i have all my love to live i will survive

the movie just ended i typed this while watching the movie .. the choke in my throat is starting to hurt shall watch a happy movie next time ....