sentosa 29th

Hello peeps I had an enjoyable time at sentosa last Saturday . kyla ananthi weiren and I when to tanjong beach yesterday it was a total fantabulous trip to the beach even though it was just the four of us I taught it would be boring but boy was I wrong it was a total blast . met ananthi at lakeside and took a train down to habourfront and waited for weiren there .he came ½ hr late being very fashionable .

Just don understand this kyla and weiren they can go to the beach with out extra clothes or a towel wad were they thinking lol …. Weiren didn’t wanna get wet but finally we all did . we were waiting for rain to fall how weird .

Tanjong beach for me I believe is THE MOST beautiful beach in Singapore . you really feel as if you are in another country .the lagoon is totally fantastic and the best part there is not many ppl there comparing it to palawan or siloso which is totally choked with you knoe wad ….. I enjoyed my time there with them and it also felt like as if we have known each other for the longest time …. Since weiren and kyla had no extra clothes they had to just rinse of the salt and continue walking to dry off themselves . we had just a blast .

Had to rush back to pass some bottles to my uncle so I was unable to join them for lunch I rushed home …. And hurried to meet hidayah my bestest best fren whom I have known for 12 yrs . we when to swensens for an apple crumble and waffle we chatted a while there and then made our way to causeway point for a bite at cavanas ( the chicken place ) I had a black pepper chicken pasta and nachos . my birthday pressie from my dearest fren ….

There are some frens that last forever ….

I am first typing my blog in ms word due to the unpredictable nature of blogspot which is being a big big pain in the arse . yesterday was a very very good day for me I recently realized that I type words often twice . yesterday my wonderful group of angles celebrated my birthday in style . gosh wasn’t that something to remember . after due consideration and the divine intervention from Teresa .we finally reached pizza hut it was extremely fun . it felt as if we had a banquet table extremely excellent with all its grandeur.

Gosh I think I am born to plan parties if I don make it in this line ‘party planner here I come’ . I enjoy making reservations, planning the menu and stretching the dollar it snaps . great parties on a church mouse budget . hahaha . we had like 3 full grp pizza sets and gingerbread add ons which taste horrible btw and lots of drumlets .for a split moment I thought that I would not a bdae cake to cut but those angles bought me not one but 2 cakes from swensens and the best part I have only know them only more than a week .we really do clique well.

We were laughing and screaming as if there was no tomolo as if our fathers owned that place . we were making jokes mostly dirty thanks to affiq . photo taking was extremely fun .i have never seen a more spastic face than Justin and that no matter wad happen wei rens facial reaction is always the same .

Names of my angels in no particular order
Jerome ( blue balls ) charlotte ( preetyface ) hazel ( lag ) weiren (pianoboi) klya ( klyalillion ) affiq ( dealer ) ananthi ( loanshark ) teresa ( big boss ) saiful ( roxk )
Justin ( spastic )

I met nikki in jp with her mum in jp on my bdae was really very happi to see them that day

Ppl who were not there but I wanted them to be there Sheryl , glavin

I am so totally shagged . mr osman had run find stuff in the library not telling us that it was ten per cent of our ca . wad the hell rite .so totally unfair but wad to do life goes on .
I am so tired .

here are some of the pics

tuesday

i had a full 8 to 5 day today and boy am i tried . i am totally tired i am totally shagged . the ideas class was kinda fun but i really cant stand the smell of plastersine it totally Stinks with a capital ' S ' . and the feeling of it yucks i hate the feeling ... eeee

marine economics i think i am starting to like the subject it is starting to become fun . esp the part of me learning sumthing . i feel as if i am a sponge i need to soak up infromation .... sound so studious but i hope this hunger for knowledge last for ever ok la at least the next 3 yrs .

tomolo is my b dae i gonna sip barcadi like its my b dae ....

.... i really hope tomolo goes according to plan or i will be totally screwed .

if you fail to plan you are planning to fail
i love to plan i hope everything goes according to plan tomolo
i love the idea of me turning 18 i have waited 18 yrs for this day
it so close my stomach is fluttering
everybody scream a capital YEAH

cant wait

take the lead

today is the first day of the second week of school .... our port terminal teacher is MIA yet again MR CHEAT

i am the gang when to watch 'take the lead' taking abt exilarating moment .slasa and tango music just swoops you off your feet to another world . the co relation of music and dance is univeral . i believe that without music there is no dance, without dance and music there is no life . no need to care abt genres it is all abt life. more importantly the celebration of life . nobody owns music/dance it belongs to every body . the rich , the poor , the weak , the strong , the fat , the skinny - no race nor religion is music bound to .... music and dance is for every body

this was reflected very well in the movie . i can personally relate to big girl and big papa . those who know me should no why . it was made very clear to me that size does matter while dancing . it is a hinderance but never and barricade. jerome looked at me one kind when he heard the gal say to big papa that he was too big to dance . but boy was she wrong . size for me/i believe is not a factor for me to dance . and yes i will learn how to dance . i want it to be a testiment to myself showing that i am able to acheive certain things in life and not will bring me down . i will break that wall and cut that tree that stands in the way between me and my goal ....getting to emotional shall stop here for a while

i taught of giving nick names to ppl who when with me to the movie

justin - flick

teresa - boss

afiq - dealer *

ananthi - loanshark

daniel( me ) - big papa

wei ren - piano man

jerome - balls.... i will think of a better one soon...lol

wednesday is my bdae i hope every thing goes like clockwork , i hate hiccups and worse a change of plans .... i am so contradicting myself ... totally screwed

waltz

tango

rumba

salsa

flamaco

v.waltz

ball room dancing rockzz

losing it

this is all i want

yeah yeah

YEAH YEAH . it going to be birthday ya it is nothing special but this year seems different .when i was in secondary school i seriously took birthdays for granted . it is true when ppl say you wont know how much a thing means to you till you have lost it . i really really miss 5na1 . i really wish it was like it always was . and i miss you all so so so so much . i really wish that my poly class would be as close as my secondary class . it is not that i don see it know . it is that we have only known each other for about a week abt so far prospects seems really GOOD.

18 it sure will be a milestone in my life gosh i am loving everyday leading to that day ...


monday is tomolo then it would be tuesday and then it would be MY BDAE


YIPPEEEEEEE
total madness
supercrazy
fantabulous
arrrrr

better sign out quick b4 i lose it all...


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the first week of school

the first week was quite smooth i guess .i have abt 6 subjects to study and i think i might have problems with marine economics cos i seem to know more abt my lecturers family than marine economics .

i am so happy that i am blessed with an ultra wonderful group of frens ..... never did think that i will clique with them so fast.i cant wait for school to start on monday again cos i will get to meet them again

i really hope that i will have a greater understanding on all my subjects . meeting up hid today to study .

my bdae is in four days yipee .............

cant wait.....

Go, go, go, go
Go, go, go Daniel
It's your birthday
We gon' party like it's yo birthday
We gon' sip Bacardi like it's your birthday
And you know we don't give a fuck
It's not your birthday

new life

it has been 3 days since i joined sp .so far so good made some very good and extremly farny ppl . really sweet and sporting at least some ar . lessons have been ok except for marine economics which is kinda a pain in the arse . i just don get wad the guy was talking about . but as soon as i get my notes i will be in full gear .i really wanna do well and get a gd diploma and do my ns get a job and then setle down in life. a typical singaporean life wad else is new . there is nothing out of the blue or spontanous at all.

life is so planned its either black or white i wonder where all the grey when to this is sickening

' i am sick and tired of being sick and tired .....

there is a cca fair going on in sp and geuss wad i joined three of them

1 ) CSCC community service and cultural club

where i will be hopefully doing welfare and social work ( hopefully )

2 ) archery - yes it was a spur of the moments

3 ) DANCE - yes DANCE , i am going to be a DANCER . i will update more soon

i am going to be a dancer and i plan to lose 20 kg

yes i will

i am darn happy

and my bdae is so close .... i can use my own ic to go club ....

look at my diamonds sparkle

good friday

today is good friday the day when the lord was crucified


On Palm Sunday, Jesus entered Jerusalem to the excitement and joy of many people. By the afternoon of Friday of the same week, Jesus was dead. The same people who had welcomed him so enthusiastically a few days earlier rejected him. What had happened?

After Jesus entered Jerusalem on Palm Sunday, he spent time preaching and teaching the people about God and Heaven and about Himself, the Son of God. While many people heard Him gladly, many others did not. One group that especially disliked Jesus was the chief priests and religious leaders of Israel. Many others expected Jesus to be a military hero like King David who would overthrow the rulers of Israel, the Romans. By Thursday evening, the religious leaders had decided to find a way to kill Jesus, and many in the general population were disappointed Jesus hadn't destroyed the Romans. Even one of Jesus' disciples, Judas Iscariot, had decided to betray Jesus to the priests. On Thursday evening, the time for the Passover feast had come. Jesus and His disciples gathered together for the meal. During this meal, the Last Supper, Jesus told His disciples many things. One thing He told them was that one of them was going to betray Him. While the disciples were in shock and dismayed over this statement, Jesus told Judas to go do what he must. Later that evening, Jesus and some of the disciples went to the garden of Gethsemane where Jesus could pray. Not long after Jesus finished praying, Judas and some officers from the priests came and arrested Jesus. Jesus was brought before the religious Supreme Court, the Sanhedrin, who falsely accused and convicted Jesus of blasphemy, a crime punishable by death back then.

However, they had to have the approval of the Roman governor, Pontius Pilate, to put Jesus to death. Pilate could find nothing wrong with Jesus that was worthy of death, but was afraid of the people. When he offered to the people to release either Jesus or another condemned man, most of the people wanted the other man. Pilate released this man and sent Jesus away to be crucified.Crucifixion was a terrible way to be put to death. Around 9:00 on Friday morning, Jesus was taken with two other condemned men and was crucified on a hill outside Jerusalem called Calvary.

While He was on the cross, Jesus asked for forgiveness of even the people who had put him on the cross. One of the men crucified with Jesus, a thief, asked Jesus to remember him when He came into His kingdom. Jesus promised the thief that he would be with him in Paradise (Heaven) that day. Around 3:00 that afternoon, Jesus voluntarily died. He was taken from the cross and buried in a nearby tomb that had been cut out of rock.

he laid down his life that man would live forever
i would be performing two items today in church
my prayer is that everything go according to his plan......

poly life

when for SMA orientation they made it seem quite interesting my classmates don seem too bad i have made some new frens , in the whole of SMA there is not even one boon lay student....

sob sob but it is high time for change signed up with few clubs that i am interested in . met hafizah after the longest time gosh we were such great frens ... i hope that i meet the right group of frens soon ,... i want to totally concentrate in my studies all other distraction are secondary - at least thats wad i am sayin now usually i just go back to my usual self when the novelty runs out lol...

i am so in love with this song
Joan Osborne - One of us

If God had a name
What would it be?
And would you call
It to his face,If you wereFaced with him?
In all his glory
What would you ask
,If you had justOne question?

And yeah, yeahGod is great
And yeah, yeahGod is good
And yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah

What if God was one of us?
Just a slobLike one of us
Just a stranger on the bus
Trying to make his way home
If God had a face
What would it look like?
And would you
Want to see it,If seeing meant that you
Would have to believe
,In things like heaven
And in Jesus
And the saints,
And all the prophets

And yeah, yeahGod is great
And yeah, yeah
God is good
And yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

What if God was one of us?
Just a slob
Like one of us
Just a stranger on the bus
Trying to make his way home
Way up to heaven all alone
Just like a holy Rolling Stone
Nobody calling
On the phone
Except the Pope
Maybe in Rome

it took guna and me abt 2 months to find this song till one of his frens found it... it is the sound track from the TV series Joan of Aracadia ... rather unique and it had lots of protest from the catholic and christian churches ...

things that i have to do this week

wednesday SPICE training from 9 am to 12 noon
thursday flag day presidents challenge
friday good Friday choir practice at 6.45 service at 8.15
saturday -
sunday sunrise service at 6.30 at jurong hill followed by service at 9.45

monday when all 3 yrs of complete madness begins arrrrrr

drained

i am so drained both mentally and physically ok first let me start with my trip to msia

it was a blury morning where i had to battle to get across customs singapore is like a million times better customs wise malaysian customs looks like a rundown factory or sumthing the escalators never work the aircon is never on and the fans ... i shall not start on that but lucky it all got better when i saw my uncle and gosh his car is like super huge .... i slep the whole 3 1/2 hours to the treatment centre

and i still don know why i bothered to pack so much they gave me clothes to wear ffor 3 days it was all massages and horrible tasteing herbal soups and yes i got to try monkey , squirel ,bat and water lizard yes i sounds extremely disgusting bu the medical benefits are excellent according to the physican at the holistic centre .... i loved the massages but hated the food and acupuntures eeee....

soon after that my uncle drove me to to his place in batu pahat that drive was abt 2 1/2 hrs ... his place is so beautiful his house is so close to nature and has the backdrop of several hills and mountains ... and i also got to climb a 750 m hill ... surrounded with lush greenery and towering trees and snakes! yes snakes .... i will post the pics on a later date ...

the chinese herbs my mum is boiling is stinking up the house and making me drowsy never did i know that herbs can make you sleepy ....

off to snoozw now... till later

school is starting on the tenth.......