in hid's place

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the pure essence of boredom , i have decided to blog abt the ever changing ever wild hid
yes she has been my friend for about 11 years now . and she is the most paranoid person in the whole wide world .

wad defines a good bgr relationship

- trust
-confidence
-patience

and most importantly love but is it ?

i have always wondered if love itself was a protocol / instruction manual where everystep must be followed to the T . for results . for me i always thought love was like radioactivity spontenous not planned nor rehersed. but looking at the people around me it does not see so , it all seems to a big game or lets put is this way a " tit for tat " game . loving doesnt seem fun any more it seems to be more of a chore than pleasure . wasnt love given to humans to enjoy. wad the world needs now is love . everyone needs somebody even how 'loner' ya claim to be. everyone needs love . and when ya cant find love there is the next best thing frenship .the second best thing GOD gave us . everyone must have frens... i am blessed to have my jtps frens ..... the ppl i would really like to thank would be hid and rashid .... for they have been there for me when i was at my slums although i don heed their advices always i am thankfull for them

i believe the song stick with you by the pussycat dolls say it all

I don't want to go another day

So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind

Seems like everybody is breaking up

Throwing their love awayI know

I got a good thing right here

That's why I say (Hey)

Nobody's going to love me better

I'm going to stick with youForever

Nobody's going to take me higher

I'm going to stick with you

You know how to appreciate me

I'm going to stick with you

My baby

Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'm going to stick with you forever

good frens don come by every day

this is for my primary school dearies i love ya so so so much

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the second group would be the ever wonderful god-mama and frens in short the momo ' s

the madness we had together is enough to last a life time . i so delighted to have ya as my frens and special thanks to jingyi and mama ... whom without all the excellect parties would be impossible . we throw the best parties in the west end of spore ... i am thankful for ya peeps whom without my life will not be complete

to the peeps who made my secondary school bearable

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and yes leslie i wont forget you

i have dedicated part of this entry to my dear aussie ah beng LESLIE

see who did i get to knoe him .... hmmm

i was stayin in his family's motel which was kinda cool i have a motel owners son as a fren how cool is that . leslie ahbeng is just your nick name dude ya don have have to throw a sissy fit for that . i knoe ya are as gentle as a puppy with a heart of gold . and ya have the cutest aussie accent a chinese boy can ever have . and thanks for the present i shall accept it. * thick skin * lol

i promise ya when ya come i will hang out with ya ... we shall go to the movies and i shall be a gracious singaporean guide ... looking forwad to spend lots of time with ya cracking jokes and lmao ( laughing my ass off ) aussie peeps hav short cuts for everything.... . don take anything i say to heart ok dude ... i am juz jokin ok ... see ya soon looking forward for your plan to land .... i advice you to take down my hp number ok.... call me as soon as ya are settled in spore i shall buy ya a sporean meal ( drinks sold separately ) (deserts come at extra cost ) LOL....

see ya my fav aussie ahbeng / penpal / leslie....

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I DYED MY HAIR RED .... THIS IS SO TOTALLY COOL....

I AM A REDHEAD

lalalalala madness

now it begins

it has been more than a month since my last entry

yes the exams are finally over . but my mind is constantly waviering , so many thoughts in my head . at times i feel i am thinking too much . thinking about things that i am not suppose to . but thats just me . i have to keep my mind forever occupied . if it is not, i tend to reflect and put much thought into the occurance in my life ,- that is bad. i know this wrong at times we should not put too much thought into the words that are spoken to us .if we do we might take wad they sat wrongly

the exams are alrite . it was bearable . before i knoe it it was all over . this is just very very weird and i thaught the exams will never end . it is now totally over ... freaky . wad is done is done and no one change change anything except God ....

after the exams when to jurong point ... and met jingyi to sign up for her driving class ... gosh the roads of singapore will never be the same again.... crappy shit ( this word has no copyrights too bad lol )

when to sakae sushi ... and ate the fish was not too bad but the fired tofu was nice and jingyi spilled green tea all over the table .... lol

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plans for this holiday

go on a holiday x2
hopefully get a job
throw a christmas party with the works
celebratenew year in style
lot of clubbing
lots of towning
lots of funning
dye hair ( wild colours )
clean my room
overnights in the outdoors

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this such a crappy entry not in the best of mood . sibilings are nothing but pains in the arse