beauty

when to sp today for my pre enrolement exercise . my Q number was 443 and the number they were serving was 216 ... complete madness thank God mummy was there ... we when to eat at the canteen the food is extremely cheap 2 of us ate for 4 dollars and a plate of fruits was only 1.80 . after lunch we got back just in time for my turn .soon after it was all smooth sailing and yipee i got my poly card the picture in it is totally spastic ...totally it looks like a cross between a terrorist and a fish monger ...arrr madness i joined two camps so happy abt that

one of them is a overnight weekend camp and the other is an outing to sentosa cant wait i never knew that i would be this desperate to get back to school SMA is a 15 min walk from the MRT station .... arrr long walk i hate them but wad to do and worse of all it is uphill totally hate that

MADNESS

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BEAUTY IS IT REALLY IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER ?

it is just weird the beauty is so stigmatised and sterotyped a stick thin figure is the epedemy of beauty while being fat short or not having a nice complextion is seen and celebrated as uglyness... wad is the world coming to ....

relationship

is it based on love or sex why do some ppl say that sex is the most important part of a relationship and in one case i knoe when she refused to give it to him he left her... so was he there for their love or her body just to get laid .... i do not want to sound like a celibate it is not that i am against sex or wad .... but i disagress with it being the most intergral part /only part of a relationship .... wad happen to love an d happiness

friendship

friens are really important for humans everyone needs a friend to lean on and cry on in time of need to share the good times and also bear a part the burden ... and boy am i blessed i have a wonderful group/gang ...am i

fellow blogger

we should be given the right to blog wad we want when we want how we want it . if we want to get a message across be bold in to... give no one the right to question you on wad you blog cos that if wad you are feelin and that is wad you are....... i like a phrase my fren put and the head of her blog ..


IF YOU CANT HANDLE WAD I RITE DONT READ WAD I RITE . FOR I A PERFORMER AND I GIVE NO ONE THE RIGHT TO QUESTION OR CRITIC WAD I RITE ....

but seriously if you want to comment get your own blog and start typing away no want is gonna stop ya ....

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wad i write belongs to me and no ones else .....

these words are my own

Threw some chords together
The combination D-E-FIs
who I am, is what I do
No one's gonna let it down for you
Try to focus my attention
But I feel so A-D-DI need some help,
some inspiration(But it's not coming easily)
Whoah oh…
Trying to find the magic
Trying to write a classic
Don't you know, don't you know,
don't you knowWaste-bin full of paperClever rhymes
, see you later
These words are my own
From my heart flown

dead

i officially declare my blog dead ... anyway i don think anyone is reading my entries anyway. but thats for the better anway . i am bored but i never taught that i would be sayin it . i always taught i would have sumthing to occupy my mind but boy was i wrong. i have doone everything that i am suppose to do . let itbe the poly admission shit or anything else arrrrrrr i am just going bergaga..

i have almost everything that i want

i have my own laptop
i have my own digital camera
i have a handphone
i have a mp3 player
i have my own room
i have a super comphy bed
i have enuf clothes - jeans - t shirts - shoes - flipflops
i have a loving family
i have a wonderful gang of friends
i have got good o level grades - at least better than i expected

but why do i not feel complete
this is the question i ask myself everynight before i sleep
why am i not contented with wad blessings i have

there is a song that comes to my mind when i type this - ' count your many blessings name them one by one see wad GOD had done'
i seriously have alot to be thankful for

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why do ppl type blogs have ya ever wondered?

responses - to convey to others how i feel
to say wad i really feel as i am afraid to say it to your face
random taughts
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i hate it when people thing that i am an ez target to bully or scold i am warning you i am patient only becos i ________________________. i hate it when ppl think they can scold me just becos you all preety and whiny you are nothing but a spolit pig mood swings and hotflushes not only come for you piggie other ppl get them too . but don think ya are always at the top of the world. you may have possesions but i have love ....... not in the mood

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i might want to go to the beach with khye this sat just maybe i really need to unwind in the scourching sand i need it la i really do.....

my think i would be leaving to msia on 29th or 30th of this month will be back on ___
not to sure yet . my life is so gonna be different when i go to poly a whole new teaching method a whole new class of classmates a whole differnent lifestyle . i cant wait to embrace it gosh it would be fun cant wait for apr 10 school is startin on that day

this friday i am gonna stay over in aunty chulings house we are making watermelon like jelly we have to make a grand total of 200 arr we have to be up the whole night yipee..... we are making it for the watermelon fest that would be held in church on saturday 10 to 12.... fun games and lots more ....

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mel peirced her navel thats ok but juan gosh wads the world coming to lol....
pleasure in pain

poly jitters

i really think it is high time i stared blogging again . it has been such a long time since i last blogged to much procrastinating aint good for health... yes i did get my results and yes it is big kick on the arse but wad can i do about it....

even before going to the poly open house i knew wad i wanted to do it had alsways been mass com . when i went for the open house it was confirmed that it was wad i wanted to do for the rest of my life . soon after that i got my results my boy was i happey when i found out i was eligible to enter media and communication i was both estatic and euphoric. but my parents told me to keep my options open and to think about other courses actually they planted seeds of doubt into my head and it works for some weird reason i believe they psycoed me into choosing maritime transport management which i was more than qualified for the entry was 18 and i got 14... my dad summited the form for me and then it was sealed and yes i got the course the next thing now i am waiting for is my sponsorship letter which i will get on mid april i hope that gets through . if it does gosh it would be great i would be paid to study and best of all i will have a job waiting for me when i graduate wouldnt that be cool.....

i got into maritime transport management yipee....

i heard from my frens in the course that we will be given the chance to do sea sports that would be ultra cool yipee..... though apprehensive at first i am not ready to kick ass in the course . i should put in my full 110% in wadever work i do and then and only then will i succeed ....

poly admission is one big fat kick in the arse so much of work to do .........

got to do it soon